A short message for you~

Dear YangYang,

I am not sure whether could you read this or not, but i hope you read it. People said time always goes without leaving a trace, but here come to ours 3years and 5 months anniversary, we have actually left down a lot of precious trace, a lot of sweet memories. All this memories will forever keep inside my heart, nothing can replace, just belong to us~

I feel so excited once i know you are going to complete your course soon and back to my side. I have been waiting for this moment badly. I always complain that we are far apart, cant really communicate and date like others couple, but i am actually understand we have no choice, so involuntarily. But indeed..i love you deeply..sorry if i have made you sad.

Thanks, my love. Everything you did is for my own good, i feel it. Hope ours love can last until forever and tough like stone. We can separate now..but two hearties will never be apart..I love you.

Happy 3Years5Months~

Randomly~

Hai everyone..!! Seem that my blog has been dead for quite a long time. Reason why?? Lazy and busy?? You believe? Lolx...

Since i resigned for my job on 7th October, i have been to China. It was a very enjoyable and memorable trip. I spent almost all the time with my love. I visited to a lot of places for example Hangzhou, Shanghai and Beijing. I did go to Expo Shanghai, it was a good learn. Hope to visit again if i have the chances..!
Photos have been uploaded to my facebook~hehe

Time is flying..my long holidays is going to end up with a full stop. Almost a year i have been stopped studying, i worked and travelled among the year. It was another experience in my life. As i said, we cant always live for study, we do have to enjoy the life, make yourself substantial and get more closer to the society. I am glad..i did that! I observed and learned a lot of things actually. I understand that every human will have their set of skills to treat people. I also observed that that are many types of people around us. Some are selfish, some are cruel, some are gentle or others?! Faces frighting with faces, you wont get a conclude. So please don't be so naive if you wish to alive in this world.

Today is the last day for me to completely charge..I will have my brand new life start by tomorrow. Orientation day..the day i have been waiting for so long, hope i can make myself suit in this new new environment and also hope i can get to know a gang of buddies. Yea..forget to introduce my new school. Haha..it is Kuala Lumpur Infrastructure University College (KLIUC) which quite near from my house. I will take Bachelor of Business Administration among with 3 years. It is a new field for me but i am sure i can handle it well with my hearties..lolx...

Bless me yah~my friends!


Jia Yi..works hard to make your dreams come true, Gambateh~

Tired and Stress~

Well..i am supposing to go working today but i didn't. What's wrong with me? Am i lazy? Or do i have any others reason? Haih..i am not sure with it also. Maybe i am lazy plus plus with i am not feeling well this morning oh!
Sometimes i feel myself very irresponsible because keep taking leave recently. But what to do? I feel so tired and stress, and i need some rest to cool down my mind set. One of my colleague is going to resign soon on august, and she hopes me to learn everything within this the period but seriously i am new in this field and i need time to digest also. Don't even think i am superwomen since i know i am not. What can i do? When she keep pushing me up, i feel like hard for me to breath. Stress...please run away from me...please~
Next..i hope i can shout loudly..i want to tell her i am not a fast learner, can you please explain more if you want me to do something for you?? You just pass the thing you do until half, and how should i know what can i do the next? You always ask my to try it and ask you if i am not understand,but do you really teach me or lend your hands to help me if i am asking you? Nope..you will just say "i am busying la, can you look out by yourself?"...!! Sorry..i want to tell you i can't..!
Why should i do all this in fact i am also a temporary worker? Why shouldn't you train up the other worker? I don't understand. i keep pushing myself to satisfy you guys and how many are you can satisfy me and understand my feeling? I am tired~
I need to repeat and repeat telling myself don't be to picky sometimes, but i feel that i can't do that. The jobs i am handling now is much much more than the others but my wages maybe is lower than them..!! It is the welfare i am supposing to get? Haih..i start feeling blur~

Lets forget all the bad thing and change another topic to share la.

Haha..my dear is coming back soon on 5th of august. Hooray..happy to hear that because i am damn missing him. I have been separated with him for few months already, don't know how much has he been changed le? Anyways..i will wait for the moments, i wan to go back to my happy and sweet sweet life..hehe! I want to create more sweet memories with him..!!
And now i hope to wish him have a early Happy Birthday! My boyfriend's birthday is on 21th July and this will be the first year we can't celebrate together. But never mind la, i believe your friends will celebrate with you and you can still enjoy your birthday like last year. Dear~ you are going to be 22 year old boy lo..must guai guai and love me more ya..hehe~Happy birthday to you and may all your dreams come true..i will bless you always..i love you~muacks!

Good Luck~My Friends

I believed all my friends that got offer from ipta are going to off today or maybe have been off the day before today. Anyways..hope everyone good luck and all the best in your wonderful future..hehe! Hope ours friendship will last forever..keep in touch ya!

And i am here still waiting for the news from appealing. How's a nervous feel am i having now?? I cant really describe from words..but i am praying, blessing myself..!! Truthly hope everything can go smoothly! I am well-prepared to start off my new uni life..So, please do give me luck..please..

Seriously..touch wood to say that if i fail to get the offer again, i will be very sad, but i do have another plan. Just maybe the plan is hard to achieve or i need more time to achieve. Haih..don't care about what, i will just pray, i want to study..desperate to study!

I hesitate to work, i hate working..!! What's the life i am having now?? Working working working without even a day for me to rest..tired~Isn't it money is so so so important for life?? Maybe i should say yes, because money can mostly let you get what you want except love from of parents..sibling..boyfriend or friends!

I am glad because i got the deep love from my family..my dear and also my friends but i am yet still feeling vague for my future. I hope to study but don't have money..so what to do?? I always heard some of my friend said that " as a child, our responsibility is to study hard for yourself and also for your parents ; and as a parents, their responsibility is to be rearer, raise up their children" ! No..i am not agree with this word because not every children are as lucky as you because we borned from different status's family. Yes..you just have to study hard without facing any financial problem but i believe this will make you more unindependently.
We must be independent all the times..do you agree??

Because of my home financial problem having recently..i feel that i am growing up. I can understand how hard do every parents earn money..it is not easy to be a parents! Dad..mom..i promise, i swear i will work hard..i will try my best to earn as much money as i can for my tuition fee, i won't be your burden, okay? I love you~muacks...



To my dear:
Yang...i know recently you are busying with your exam and i feel guilty to disturb you also. But i will bless you and support you all the time, okay? Gambateh ya..always be confident to yourself..believe youself can always do the best ya..i love you~Thanks for your care and concern all the times, i will think positively and do my best also..don't worry la! Take care..muacks!

I am back~

Huhh..how long have i neglected this blog? I don't really remember also.
Haiz..what to do?? A lot of things happen recently, and mostly the bad things to me.
God..how much tears you want me to drop?
Yes..UPU result have released and i got nothing!!! What's a bad and sad news for me??
I am sad..I cried..! Sometimes i really feel that i am so so so useless, i made everyone that support me all the time disappointed! Sorry..dad..sorry mom..sorry everyone!
What can i do the next? Yes..i am actually well prepared to accept this fact, but once i hear my friend talking about their on coming future local life, don't know why i am sad, disappointed!!
I hate myself..why i cant get what i want always??
God..why are you always joking with me? Anythings that i have done wrongly? Someone can tell me? Guide me?
Last night, i went for a gathering. I met all my form 6's friends, they are talking their preparation for uni life, some planning to have a body checkup, apply ptptn and etc..!!
And me? Haiz..!! Anyways..thanks all my friend who consoled me last night. I will try to be tough..think positively.
I am here wishing all of you a wonderful new journey and all the best, hope we can keep in touch always..bye..my dear friends~
For me..really do not dare to think much, everyday work work work like a machine just to earn money for my course fees..!
God..i am actually tired you know? When can i stop and rest? Where is my luck?? I want to get back my good good luck..!

My Substantial Life~

Recently i have my life with substantially. As usual i am still working as a clerk, but i do got another two of part time jobs which one is piano teacher and one is driver at home. Haha..the driver i am being now is actually have payment also..!! I have to work everyday even though Saturday and Sunday. Huh..how pity am i..?? But i am enjoying it because i need money, i am seriously needing money for study and travel..!! Omg...i have been long time din't go shopping already..i am going to be a crazy girl..or yet i have already a crazy girl..lolx! I hope to go shopping guys..friend please ask me out..*date me out*..~

Hehe...everything seem like going without hitch recently. I love my current life..love my family..love my dear dear..my friend and also my work! Feeling of tired but also satisfy actually..haa~very contradictory hor?? But anyway..just hope my current life can goes along with happiness.

Ya..i have already gone to UTAR and ask for the courses! I got the application form already and done my course study also, but still don't know what should i choose to study..haiz!! Sometimes reality and dream are hard for me to decide. If i choose the course which i am interesting to study, i will need to go to Perak. There is actually quite far for me, i hope to stay beside my family or maybe as i reason i can save all the indicative living cost there but if i choose to study near around here, the courses provided are business and media. God..what should i choose?? Anyone can give me your comment? I keep asking myself a repeated question recently..Am i an independent girl? How long do i need to take to adapt to a situation without my dear and my family? I don't know, cant get an answer at all. But for this moment, i know i don't hope to leave with them.

I can still remember when i was young, i hoped i can grow up quickly then leave this home and looking my world outside the world, but now only i realize how important a family to me..i need them always..they lend me their shoulder everytimes when i need it..they will console me, indicate me a correct way. Truthly thanks to my family and also my dear~love you all and heart you..muacks^^

Confused~

I just attended a birthday party at Weng Harng's house. What so weird is this is actually not harng's birthday but is his brother's birthday, and i got invited too! Haha..dun care la, just treat it as a gathering la since i have been long time didn't meet with all my buddies already. But it was fun and thanks for harng's serve ya..^^

We chatted a lot there and so do the future plan. Haih..seem that everyone has cleared with their plan but how about me? I am not sure, i got a plan but don't know whether will it be the way i will follow at last. Damn it..i am fully regret actually because i didn't study well during the whole form 5 year, so form 6 for me is quite tough since my basic is so weak. But what to do?? I have no other choices, once time passed already, you will never get it back. So i promised and i swear, i must do my best start from now!

Once you got a bad result and you are poor, this will be a problem for you to further study. It is truth and i am facing this problem right now. I know i must continue with my study since my study mood still very strong with me. But i do sure that the percentage for me to enter local university without spending money is low. Second, let say if i choose to study private, i afraid that i need to retake a foundation course. I wish i wont go back to foundation life, i want to continue with my degree course!!

So..what i must do now is working hard and earn money to study. I am not sure when i will resign the job, maybe on June, September or December. I can't make any desicion now since i still have to wait for the goverment letter. But i will look for a day to go to the Utar and ask in details about the course, fee and also the enroll date. If they accept me to go straight for the degree course, i think i will enroll on January of 2011 and hopefully i can get it. This is the plan which i can study straight to degree course and earn money along this 7 months from now until end of the year. One more thing i am sure is i can't apply the loan for my degree course. So the money i earn now will be using on the first semester of course and i will work harder to get loan on the second semester and onward. ~JiaYi Gambateh~

Recently i am trying to improve my general knowledge. I want to step near to this world. Sometimes i really don't understand why am i improving from now?? It should be started early right? Haih..i have already wasted a lot of time, i hope i can chase back the time i have lost. If i got another chances again, i sure will do my best, won't let myself regret anymore. But for now, i know i cant, so i should be optimist! As i realized where did i do wrong, i must re-correct it!

God~i know i am wrong, i wish i could get another chances from you. I swear...i will do the best!!
Hope i can get what i desired~

My Recent Life~

I had been long time dint update my blog already and the reason will always be busying.
Recently i am busying with my work.
I got a work last month and probably with work until end of may if i am not mistaken.
God..i truthly hope i can go back to my study life..I love studying!!
I am currently working as a admin clerk actually but i don't know why do i need to do all supervisor's stuff..confused~
But anyway, i think i have already adapted in such a situation where i need to sun under the hot sun hot everyday.
I tell myself, just treat it as a experience and must pass through all this challenging.
I am actually quite believe a quote * God promise us a better life, but He doesn't say it gonna be easy *..!!
Time by time, i know i can be a mature and positive thinker.
No one can look down at me, i will let you guys know 'JiaYi always Boleh'..!
For now, i always keep my faith for everything...I must do the best! I don't want to make myself regret at future!

But how is my home life?
What i can say is i am getting along with happiness.
Don't you guys feel it..once you gone out work already, you can really get the meaning of home.
* Home Sweet Home *..home is the best place for me to rest, i can feel the caring from everyone at home and i love this feeling.
Since the day i start working, i can communicate well with my parents and i don't quarrel with them anymore..muacks..happy^^

How is my love journey?
I believe that love do not come easily, so once it has already come, we must appreciate the moment always.
I know love journey sometimes will face with hitch, but if you love them, you won't let them go easily.
Just as me..i love my dear and i am sure he loves me too.
I trust him always that already enough, don't try to think of others.
Love is a simple feeling with you can't really describe it..it is abstract but sweet.
I am going to China soon at 15th of October..!
I am so so so excited which cant describe from words..
I hope to see my dear soon and i miss him always!
Truthly hope we will have our wonderful and sweet moment there~ I love you!

Photo Gallery~

Genting Trip~22/2/2010 & 23/2/2010

Feeling lost

Guys..sorry for being disappear for a long time.
This is because i am busying like hell recently.
Bunch of stuff happened once together and are waiting me to settle it down.
For just a one week time, happy and sad things come toward me together.
What should i feel glad is i have been to genting with my dear and my family and of cos i have also been to sabah with my classmates too.
Sad to say that my dear has gone back to beijing at 26/2/2010 where i cant send him to airport just because i went to sabah at 24/2/2010.
It was a very sad thing for me since i have to leave my dear earlier and i couldnt see him again in a long time after i come back from sabah.
You guys wont know how much tears i have dropped in the waiting room of airport, inside the flight and reached at tune hotel.
I miss my dear so much which it wont be reduced but increased time by time.
Anyway, i hope my dear can attempt back to his life soon and hope everything can go well to him..i love you~muacks!
Secondly, my stpm result already released on 25l2l2010 where it was the second day for my sabah trip.
I dont have much thing can say with my result because it was damn sucks man...
I sad and i cried but what i want to tell myself is i have already tried the best and i shouldnt get any regretion.
So, what i can do is just accept and do the best again next time.
But actually i dont really sleep well and i dont have appetite to eat also.
I am annoying now for the application to enter local university.
Although i have applied and sent it, but i scare i cant get what i desired.
I have totally lost my direction now which dont know what else can do.
I dont hope to come out work so early because i am actually a girl that like to study.
God..please do give me some luck because as everybody know, i was born in a poor family which i cant get any financial support from my parents.
Since i was young, i need to work to gain extra pocket money.
So, me and all of my sibling are definitely consider an independent children if compare with other children la..lolx..!
Hope everyone can bless me..thanks~
Well, let change the topic and come to sabah trip.
This was the second time i gone to sabah but with different people.
To conclude, this sabah trip is consider enjoy and memorable for me.
I learned fishing and snorkeling there.
I am here want to take this opportunity thanks to Rachel who taught me snorkel..heart you ya..!!
Then, i have also noticed how good are my friend in this trip.
In short, sabah is a unforgettable trip and i hope to go there again.
You guys dont even think sabah is a ulu state but actually there have many beautiful island and rainforest.
If you guys like natural, you guys sure like sabah..hehe^^

Happy Chinese New Year 2010

Time is flying and we are going to say goodbye to Chinese New Year 2010 soon.
Today is the days 8 of new year and i am passing my new year with simple and happy!
Haha..nothing much can describe the celebration for this year because we just have a simple celebration like usual.
But actually to be honest, as every members in family can stay together, i am already satisfy with it.
This year the first day of new year is crashing the valentine day and i am glad because i got to celebrate new year and valentine day together with my dear and my lovely family.
Maybe for others couple, they hope to celebrate valentine by 'two people world', but for me, it is a good tried also to celebrate with family sekali gus!
Haha..and at last i found that i was quite enjoying..lolx..!!
Along this new year, i have gone to many relatives house to 'bai nian'.
And i did get a lot angpau.
But one thing i feel very weird is why chinese new year is all about gambling?
Lolx..i saw most of people gambling in this new year and so do i..haha..but my luck quite good, because i won some, not that much la..hehe!
Second, my mom's birthday sat on days 5 of new year and all of us held a simple and memorable celebration for her which at my 'dai bak' house..!!
A lot of meals have prepared and eaten by us..really happy and i am sure my mom did feel it..!!
Mama..Happy Birthday to you ya..I love you~

hehe~this is the birthday cake we bought together for our lovely mama!

my lovely papa and mama..muacks~



Me and my sweet dear~muacks..love you forever!

This is the first card that i made for my dear as valentine's present..hope you like it..my dear~muacks~ HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!


Guys..I am here wishing you all have a prosperous Chinese New Year. Happy throughout the whole tiger year ya! Haha..Huat ah!!

9/2/2010

Hello..guys~Today i am going to share two things here!
Haha..the very first good news is my house has got a new leather sofa..lolx..
Omg..nice and beautiful and we bought it purposely for this chinese new year~woohoo
Secondly..my new kakak has come from Cambodia.
Yah~this is a very very good news for me and i am glad, i don't need to wake up so early for those heavy house work lo..wahahaha~cheers
Lolx..my new kakak is now 22 year old and came from Cambodia.
The very first impression for us is good and she likes to smile..haha..!
But what so annoyed us is she doesn't speak malay and weak in english too.
Haiz..it will be very difficult for us to communicate since we hope to talk much to her and get closer to her.
Never mind la..haha..because i have a mission, i want to teach her chinese..yahoo~
I believe that she is a fast learner!
Hope all the good things can come one follow by another..haha..!
A new tiger year, will it be a very good year for all of us?
Just bless, wait and see..lolx..!
~bye~

Broga Hill~

7/2/2010
Today was a very windy day and i woke up in the early of the morning at 5am. Haha..to be honest, this was the first time for me to wake up so early after i graduated from secondary school. Well, i woke up so early today was because i went to climbing with my dear, my brother and two of my dear's friends. Thanks hulk (my dear's friend) who sent us to Broga. Lolx..after well prepared with water and torchlight, we started to climb. Omg..it was so dark because the sun haven't yet come out to meet with us but i found that a lot of people have started to climb. Haha..seems that most of the Malaysian have got a very healthier life style. Huh~not bad not bad..!! Hehe..lets back to the topic. Since i less with exercise along the year 2009, i found that it was quite difficult for me to climb. But to complete the mission, i know i must be tough. Nothing in this world come easy, so to success, we must be tough to overcome all the hardship just as LOVE and LIFE. I used to be a st. john member in school and now i wanted to get back my fit fit body. I must believe to myself..i can do it..i can see the bright and wonderful journey right after the hardship~ JiaYi~Gambateh!! Yeah..finally i got to reach the summit by about one hour time. It was a good starting and i hope to challenge it again by a shorter time! Well..what i thought was really success and i felt glad once i saw the sunrise and view with my beloved~ It was so nice and i got to thumb up my finger! It was worth for me to climb up the hill..excellent~Here..i want to take this opportunity to thank my dear who has accompanied me along the long and hard journey, without you i am sure i cant be tough to challenge it..Thanks~muacks..I LOVE YOU~Dear
I truthly hope that our love story will last till forover. I swear i will stand beside you and pass through all the hardship with you, and hope you too~ May God bless us...

Outing~

28/1/2010
Haha..it was a wonderful thursday! After done my housework, i went out sing k with my dear. Lolx..this was not the first time we went out singing k but we go everytimes when my dear come back to Malaysia..hehe! You know why? Because both of us like to sing...wahahaha..althought we know that we dont really have a nice voice and sing nicely! We enjoyed singing and had alot of fun~
Here are some photo that we took during that day..




After sing k, we went to jusco market to buy some home stuff and then we went back home.
At night, my dear came to my house again and we did somethings very childish? Haha..guess what is that? Lolx..both of us play shooting game together..so lame~



This was again another day we stayed together which was a simple and sweet day for us..
I love you~my dear...muackz...

Recently~

20 Jan 2010
This was the day my dear yang yang came back from beijing and i was the one who drove to airport alone just to fetch my dear~haha..see, i was so terror..!! Lolx...! But what have made me sad is the delayed of the flight..ashh. I waited for my dear in car for 1 hour long o..but never mind la..it was worth as i can be the first one who see and hug my dear..haha! After that dear straight away came to my house for dinner and bath. Dear~thanks again for the mushroom that u bought for us from beijing ya..heart you..muacks!

21 Jan 2010
Today, as usual my dear has spent out some time to accompany me. After dinner, we hang out to jusco. We bought something to Yee Hong (my paino teacher) as present because she is going to get married on this coming 30/1 o..congrats her and hope that she can stay sweet sweet with her husband..! Beside the present that we got for Yee Hong, my dear also bought a long jeans there. Then we went for a drink at mewah club. We enjoyed the drink and the view..sweet..muacks..love you~

22 Jan 2010
This was the day we hang out again. We at first went to cheras maxis center to settle our things. Then we had a tea at Leisure Mall. Next..we reversed back to jusco for a movie. Haha..we watched a ghost movie which produced from Thailand. Omg..i don't know how can i describe the movie..hmm..a bit boring also! Lolx..but it wasn't too scary for me. Hehe..or maybe my dear was sitting beside me, and i knew he was trying to talk something very funny to reduce my scared. Muacks~thanks dear..Then, we went for our dinner!

23 Jan 2010
Erm..for today, nothing much happen and i did not go to anywhere also. This was because i got to work from 2.30pm to 6pm. But as usual, my dear was staying beside me and we went for a short discussion to discuss the journey to sabah at my friend's house. After that..we went for dinner and then we went back home. Haha..we had a small birthday celebration for Kelvin (my brother's friend) at my home. We met alot of old friend and ate cake together. To conclude..it was a happy day for me too!

24 Jan 2010
A normal day for me but i felt so happy because my dear accompanied me a whole night. We went out working together. It was a raining night..whether quite cold but i got warm from you~muacks..love you my dear~

This is the short brief to show what i have done recently..sad..cause i stil din't take any photo with my dear~Promised..2molo onward must take everyday even though at home..wahahaha~

Vacation~

090110-100110 I went to malacca with my best buddies~ Grace, Ellie and Bee Voon..! It was a very tired day for all of us since we walked alot on that day...haha...but i believed that we really enjoyed the trip! This was the 1st trip that we have gone together, alot of memories and moment to share and spend together. We did took alot of photo..lolx..which included some funny posts!! I felt that you guys were too cute you know? I appreciate the moment and i felt that i was lucky to know all of you. Hehe..very cold right? But it was what i felt..lolx..!! By the way, i want to thank to my darling ellie oh..hehe^^! Thanks for being our's tour guide and brought us to alot of place. You know? I am missing the asam laksa that located at jonker street. Woohoo~it is the most tasty asam laksa that i have been eat and i believed that it is too the most delicious asam laksa in this world..haha~Hope that we still have chances to go there again ya..! This 2 days 1 night trip was the best trip..haha..we had alot of fun, ate alot of food and shop alot of place~excited^^..Along the day, we have eatan satay babi, chicken rice, mango ice, asam laksa and many others.Yahoo~nice man..kekeke~
But hor..i thing i found very sad is we got sunburn le..so pity! And i found that i became darker again..Everytime i go to malacca sure get darker le..sad=.= !
Here i want to post the photo take we took lo..dun laugh ya!!






Omg..by looking at the photo, i found that i have gained alot of weight recently! Haiyo..i want to do more exercise la..i want to be slim and leng leng la..haha..gambateh~
And one more thing to share..lolx..i have found a job and start working lo..is tutor..yeah^^

怀念~

最近的我心情经常起伏不定，很多时候想想一下东西，也会不尽的掉下眼泪。
当中含有开心的眼泪，不开心的眼泪。
我承认我是很脆弱，每当遇到挫折时都很想哭，希望身旁有个你能时常给我依靠。
新的一年了，但感觉上我还是那么得不成熟，烦恼也好像越来越多乐，真得很烦~
往往的我都在想，如果能回到过去快乐的童年，那该有多好啊！
但我知道，时间一去是不回头的，唯有希望明天会更好吧！
上天把我带到来这世上，我相信它总会给我一个角色，一定会有个故事是为我而写的。
或许是时间还没到吧，它还要考验我，使我变得更坚强！
家伊....加油！

还有，电视最近从播 “还珠格格” 哦！哈哈...这是一部很好看的电视剧。
记得以前小时候的我超爱追这部戏的，哈哈！
刚才看看下，看到他们受尽折磨的片刻，我又想掉泪了！
不过还是要提一提那部戏里所有的歌曲，不管是主题曲或是插曲，都很好听哦！
嘻嘻...现在就post上这两首我最爱的歌，希望可以送给我的最爱-世扬！
希望他会好好爱我，永远爱我！
当然，我也把它送给那些正在谈恋爱的朋友，希望你们永远幸福快乐！

雨蝶

愛到心破碎也別去怪誰
只因為相遇太美
就算流乾淚
傷到底心成灰也無所為
我破繭成蝶
願和你雙飛
最怕你會一去不回
雖然愛過我
給過我
想過我就是安慰
我向你飛
雨溫柔的墜
像你的擁抱把我包圍
我向你飛
多遠都不累
雖然旅途中有過痛和淚
我向你追
風溫柔的吹
只要你無怨
我也無悔
愛是那麼美
我心陶醉
被愛的感覺




不能和你分手

当山峰没有棱角的时候
当河水不再流
当时间停住日夜不分
当天地万物化为虚有
我还是不能和你分手
不能和你分手
你的温柔是我今生最大的守候
让我们红尘作伴活的潇潇洒洒
让我们策马奔腾共享人世繁华
让我们对酒当歌唱出心中喜悦
让我们轰轰烈烈把握青春年华

当太阳不再上升的时候
当地球不再转动
当春夏秋冬不再变化
当花草树木全不凋残
我还是不能和你分散
不能和你分散
你的笑容是我今生最大的眷恋

让我们红尘作伴活的潇潇洒洒
让我们策马奔腾共享人世繁华
让我们对酒当歌唱出心中喜悦
让我们轰轰烈烈把握青春年华
当山峰没有棱角的时候
当河水不再流
当时间停住日夜不分
当天地万物化为虚有
当山峰没有棱角的时候
当山峰没有棱角的时候

2/1/2010

Hehe..today was again a tired day for me. I went out to play badminton again with my buddies o! But this time only have me, grace and bee voon. Lolx..why ellie dint join us? Haha...because she very bad lo, she left us aside and gone to malacca already with her parents. Anyway, we still enjoy well and happy...^^Grace is the one who fetched me there and we started playing at sharp of 2pm until 4pm! In the process, we did talk alots of 'fei hua' and we are planning to go malacca together too..i am so excited and hopefully it will success. Haha...i desire to go with you all le..muacks!! After the badminton, we went straight to old town to had our drink o..Wahaha~after sports, i really feel that i was like lighter bit already..haha..i want it again!! I want to keep fit!! I love you~my darling...lolx..! I appreciate the time we stay together and have fun together. You are my forever best buddies...friendship forever ya~muacks!








At last..i want to send my deeply love to my dear. Muacks~i love you, can you feel that?
I truthly hope that i can stand together with you in the heavy snowing foreign region~

-END-

阿哲- 爱与不爱

哈哈...最近的我超爱听这首歌叻！很棒，很好听哦！
Post 上来让大家分享吧！
P/S 注意歌词....




阿哲 爱与不爱

悄悄站在门外，
静静望着你发呆，
你闪烁的双眼...
看着一片海笑起来，
从来不对你说明白，
害怕你会被伤害...
也许我不应该，
站在这门外，
所以我们才默默分开...
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛，
我们都无话可说，
你现在的快乐，
不是因为我，
我很难过...
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛，
那就松开我的手，
故事走到最后，
期望你更好过，
请你忘了，
曾经有过...
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛，
我们都无话可说，
你现在的快乐，
不是因为我，
我很难过...
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛，
那就松开我的手，
故事走到最后，
期望你更好过，
请你忘了，
曾经有过


阿哲部落格里的话：

" 凌晨十二点了,我还站在你家门外
或许,我真的不应该
然而,你的快乐
不是我给你的 "

是否大家对这段对白有熟悉感,是我阿哲首次独唱的歌曲『爱与不爱』,这首歌曲也是《高校铁金刚》偶像剧里的插曲,由师兄黄威尔的创作…

『爱与不爱』在myfm播了好几天,非常开心看到大家对这首歌不错的评语

其实这一首歌曲是我在拍攝《高校铁金刚》前錄制的,不过那时制作人Dorren姐姐有说感觉不够。

结果拍摄《高校铁金刚》后，我就向公司要求要再重录这首歌曲,因为我觉得这次会有不同的感觉，希望可以诠译出安哲与小慈两人的感情故事。

在录这首歌的时，我把录音室房的灯全关掉。当时，脑海中完全就只有安哲与小慈的画面,完全投入在内。

不知道自己为何会怎样,可能刚拍完戏,还没抽离安哲这个角色,心中依然感觉到刻骨铭心的爱

这首歌的歌词描述了现实生活中的感情故事…有些人爱得很甜蜜,有些人爱得很痛苦的…
最重要的是珍惜现在你身边的伴侣,不可以轻易放弃 “说好的承诺,就一起实现,做不到就不要许下诺言”

『爱与不爱』送给正在谈恋爱中的朋友们，一定要珍惜身边的伴侣。想谈恋爱的朋友们,记得要加油，不要错过了才后悔。

也许你会说,爱情是场追逐的游戏
爱容易,分容易…
爱越深,伤越深
或许我想说,爱情是场成长的旅程
就像歌词里的一句 『故事走到最后 希望你更好过 请你忘了 曾经经有我 』
爱不是拥有
只要他快乐

送给你们『爱与不爱』
爱，就在你手中
祝福大家幸福快乐

阿哲

Happy New Year 2010

Hooray~finally year 2010 has reached and we got to say good bye to year 2009 lo!Happy New Year 2010 to everyone of you ya..lolx..may all your dreams come true in this new new year, good luck and all the best to you all...!!
Haha..i just went back from celebration with grace and bee voon at beach cafe. It was a simple celebration but happy cause i believed that we did enjoy the night. Thanks ya..muacks~
Last year i went to beach cafe for my celebration also with my friends and i found that this year were not as many people as last year but the situation still very fun and enjoyable. There have a lot of games for us to participant and of cause with the firework show at sharp of 12am...haha...!I saw many people bought spray and starting with their 'spray games'...lolx....but we dint because too little friends join us already, and it wasnt fun if we seriously buy it and spray!
Hehe~lets talk about the firework show. It was very nice and as long as 2 minutes ..great!A lot of people took out their camera or phone to record down the firework,so do me, grace and bee voon o..really happy~and we did play the games that provided there. Lolx..seems that my luck not so good la, i cant cant any big bear because i have lost the game but i got a small one...hehe! It is a very cutie squirrel and i have finally present to my sweet darling~grace already! I know she likes all this cutie squirrel and i believed that she will take a good care of him/her..!!
Here are some photo that we took just now....
haha..is me and my darling~grace...
this is bee voon and i...^^
hehe...me and grace with the cutie squirrel!
cutie grace and the squirrel^^
is me with the cutie squirrel..lolx..
hahaha...the cutie squirrel is drink with water~bee voon and grace here..!!

Hope everyone have a happy new year~ It is a new start, new chapter and new beginning for us! Lets forget all the bad things and cherish the good. May god bless you all with good health and great abundance ya~muacks