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Tuesday, May 18, 2010

My Substantial Life~

Recently i have my life with substantially. As usual i am still working as a clerk, but i do got another two of part time jobs which one is piano teacher and one is driver at home. Haha..the driver i am being now is actually have payment also..!! I have to work everyday even though Saturday and Sunday. Huh..how pity am i..?? But i am enjoying it because i need money, i am seriously needing money for study and travel..!! Omg...i have been long time din't go shopping already..i am going to be a crazy girl..or yet i have already a crazy girl..lolx! I hope to go shopping guys..friend please ask me out..*date me out*..~

Hehe...everything seem like going without hitch recently. I love my current life..love my family..love my dear dear..my friend and also my work! Feeling of tired but also satisfy actually..haa~very contradictory hor?? But anyway..just hope my current life can goes along with happiness.


Ya..i have already gone to UTAR and ask for the courses! I got the application form already and done my course study also, but still don't know what should i choose to study..haiz!! Sometimes reality and dream are hard for me to decide. If i choose the course which i am interesting to study, i will need to go to Perak. There is actually quite far for me, i hope to stay beside my family or maybe as i reason i can save all the indicative living cost there but if i choose to study near around here, the courses provided are business and media. God..what should i choose?? Anyone can give me your comment?
I keep asking myself a repeated question recently..Am i an independent girl? How long do i need to take to adapt to a situation without my dear and my family? I don't know, cant get an answer at all. But for this moment, i know i don't hope to leave with them.

I can still remember when i was young, i hoped i can grow up quickly then leave this home and looking my world outside the world, but now only i realize how important a family to me..i need them always..they lend me their shoulder everytimes when i need it..they will console me, indicate me a correct way. Truthly thanks to my family and also my dear~love you all and heart you..muacks^^