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A short message for you~

2010-11-19T14:38:00.008+08:00

Dear YangYang,

I am not sure whether could you read this or not, but i hope you read it. People said time always goes without leaving a trace, but here come to ours 3years and 5 months anniversary, we have actually left down a lot of precious trace, a lot of sweet memories. All this memories will forever keep inside my heart, nothing can replace, just belong to us~

I feel so excited once i know you are going to complete your course soon and back to my side. I have been waiting for this moment badly. I always complain that we are far apart, cant really communicate and date like others couple, but i am actually understand we have no choice, so involuntarily. But indeed..i love you deeply..sorry if i have made you sad.

Thanks, my love. Everything you did is for my own good, i feel it. Hope ours love can last until forever and tough like stone. We can separate now..but two hearties will never be apart..I love you.

Happy 3Years5Months~

Randomly~

2010-11-19T14:00:00.003+08:00

Hai everyone..!! Seem that my blog has been dead for quite a long time. Reason why?? Lazy and busy?? You believe? Lolx...

Since i resigned for my job on 7th October, i have been to China. It was a very enjoyable and memorable trip. I spent almost all the time with my love. I visited to a lot of places for example Hangzhou, Shanghai and Beijing. I did go to Expo Shanghai, it was a good learn. Hope to visit again if i have the chances..!
Photos have been uploaded to my facebook~hehe

Time is flying..my long holidays is going to end up with a full stop. Almost a year i have been stopped studying, i worked and travelled among the year. It was another experience in my life. As i said, we cant always live for study, we do have to enjoy the life, make yourself substantial and get more closer to the society. I am glad..i did that! I observed and learned a lot of things actually. I understand that every human will have their set of skills to treat people. I also observed that that are many types of people around us. Some are selfish, some are cruel, some are gentle or others?! Faces frighting with faces, you wont get a conclude. So please don't be so naive if you wish to alive in this world.

Today is the last day for me to completely charge..I will have my brand new life start by tomorrow. Orientation day..the day i have been waiting for so long, hope i can make myself suit in this new new environment and also hope i can get to know a gang of buddies. Yea..forget to introduce my new school. Haha..it is Kuala Lumpur Infrastructure University College (KLIUC) which quite near from my house. I will take Bachelor of Business Administration among with 3 years. It is a new field for me but i am sure i can handle it well with my hearties..lolx...

Bless me yah~my friends!

Jia Yi..works hard to make your dreams come true, Gambateh~

Tired and Stress~

2010-07-17T12:33:00.005+08:00

Well..i am supposing to go working today but i didn't. What's wrong with me? Am i lazy? Or do i have any others reason? Haih..i am not sure with it also. Maybe i am lazy plus plus with i am not feeling well this morning oh!
Sometimes i feel myself very irresponsible because keep taking leave recently. But what to do? I feel so tired and stress, and i need some rest to cool down my mind set. One of my colleague is going to resign soon on august, and she hopes me to learn everything within this the period but seriously i am new in this field and i need time to digest also. Don't even think i am superwomen since i know i am not. What can i do? When she keep pushing me up, i feel like hard for me to breath. Stress...please run away from me...please~
Next..i hope i can shout loudly..i want to tell her i am not a fast learner, can you please explain more if you want me to do something for you?? You just pass the thing you do until half, and how should i know what can i do the next? You always ask my to try it and ask you if i am not understand,but do you really teach me or lend your hands to help me if i am asking you? Nope..you will just say "i am busying la, can you look out by yourself?"...!! Sorry..i want to tell you i can't..!
Why should i do all this in fact i am also a temporary worker? Why shouldn't you train up the other worker? I don't understand. i keep pushing myself to satisfy you guys and how many are you can satisfy me and understand my feeling? I am tired~
I need to repeat and repeat telling myself don't be to picky sometimes, but i feel that i can't do that. The jobs i am handling now is much much more than the others but my wages maybe is lower than them..!! It is the welfare i am supposing to get? Haih..i start feeling blur~

Lets forget all the bad thing and change another topic to share la.

Haha..my dear is coming back soon on 5th of august. Hooray..happy to hear that because i am damn missing him. I have been separated with him for few months already, don't know how much has he been changed le? Anyways..i will wait for the moments, i wan to go back to my happy and sweet sweet life..hehe! I want to create more sweet memories with him..!!
And now i hope to wish him have a early Happy Birthday! My boyfriend's birthday is on 21th July and this will be the first year we can't celebrate together. But never mind la, i believe your friends will celebrate with you and you can still enjoy your birthday like last year. Dear~ you are going to be 22 year old boy lo..must guai guai and love me more ya..hehe~Happy birthday to you and may all your dreams come true..i will bless you always..i love you~muacks!

Good Luck~My Friends

2010-07-04T14:27:00.003+08:00

I believed all my friends that got offer from ipta are going to off today or maybe have been off the day before today. Anyways..hope everyone good luck and all the best in your wonderful future..hehe! Hope ours friendship will last forever..keep in touch ya!

And i am here still waiting for the news from appealing. How's a nervous feel am i having now?? I cant really describe from words..but i am praying, blessing myself..!! Truthly hope everything can go smoothly! I am well-prepared to start off my new uni life..So, please do give me luck..please..

Seriously..touch wood to say that if i fail to get the offer again, i will be very sad, but i do have another plan. Just maybe the plan is hard to achieve or i need more time to achieve. Haih..don't care about what, i will just pray, i want to study..desperate to study!

I hesitate to work, i hate working..!! What's the life i am having now?? Working working working without even a day for me to rest..tired~Isn't it money is so so so important for life?? Maybe i should say yes, because money can mostly let you get what you want except love from of parents..sibling..boyfriend or friends!

I am glad because i got the deep love from my family..my dear and also my friends but i am yet still feeling vague for my future. I hope to study but don't have money..so what to do?? I always heard some of my friend said that " as a child, our responsibility is to study hard for yourself and also for your parents ; and as a parents, their responsibility is to be rearer, raise up their children" ! No..i am not agree with this word because not every children are as lucky as you because we borned from different status's family. Yes..you just have to study hard without facing any financial problem but i believe this will make you more unindependently.
We must be independent all the times..do you agree??

Because of my home financial problem having recently..i feel that i am growing up. I can understand how hard do every parents earn money..it is not easy to be a parents! Dad..mom..i promise, i swear i will work hard..i will try my best to earn as much money as i can for my tuition fee, i won't be your burden, okay? I love you~muacks...

To my dear:
Yang...i know recently you are busying with your exam and i feel guilty to disturb you also. But i will bless you and support you all the time, okay? Gambateh ya..always be confident to yourself..believe youself can always do the best ya..i love you~Thanks for your care and concern all the times, i will think positively and do my best also..don't worry la! Take care..muacks!

I am back~

2010-06-30T19:35:00.007+08:00

Huhh..how long have i neglected this blog? I don't really remember also.
Haiz..what to do?? A lot of things happen recently, and mostly the bad things to me.
God..how much tears you want me to drop?
Yes..UPU result have released and i got nothing!!! What's a bad and sad news for me??
I am sad..I cried..! Sometimes i really feel that i am so so so useless, i made everyone that support me all the time disappointed! Sorry..dad..sorry mom..sorry everyone!
What can i do the next? Yes..i am actually well prepared to accept this fact, but once i hear my friend talking about their on coming future local life, don't know why i am sad, disappointed!!
I hate myself..why i cant get what i want always??
God..why are you always joking with me? Anythings that i have done wrongly? Someone can tell me? Guide me?
Last night, i went for a gathering. I met all my form 6's friends, they are talking their preparation for uni life, some planning to have a body checkup, apply ptptn and etc..!!
And me? Haiz..!! Anyways..thanks all my friend who consoled me last night. I will try to be tough..think positively.
I am here wishing all of you a wonderful new journey and all the best, hope we can keep in touch always..bye..my dear friends~
For me..really do not dare to think much, everyday work work work like a machine just to earn money for my course fees..!
God..i am actually tired you know? When can i stop and rest? Where is my luck?? I want to get back my good good luck..!

My Substantial Life~

2010-05-18T23:02:00.010+08:00

Recently i have my life with substantially. As usual i am still working as a clerk, but i do got another two of part time jobs which one is piano teacher and one is driver at home. Haha..the driver i am being now is actually have payment also..!! I have to work everyday even though Saturday and Sunday. Huh..how pity am i..?? But i am enjoying it because i need money, i am seriously needing money for study and travel..!! Omg...i have been long time din't go shopping already..i am going to be a crazy girl..or yet i have already a crazy girl..lolx! I hope to go shopping guys..friend please ask me out..*date me out*..~

Hehe...everything seem like going without hitch recently. I love my current life..love my family..love my dear dear..my friend and also my work! Feeling of tired but also satisfy actually..haa~very contradictory hor?? But anyway..just hope my current life can goes along with happiness.

Ya..i have already gone to UTAR and ask for the courses! I got the application form already and done my course study also, but still don't know what should i choose to study..haiz!! Sometimes reality and dream are hard for me to decide. If i choose the course which i am interesting to study, i will need to go to Perak. There is actually quite far for me, i hope to stay beside my family or maybe as i reason i can save all the indicative living cost there but if i choose to study near around here, the courses provided are business and media. God..what should i choose?? Anyone can give me your comment? I keep asking myself a repeated question recently..Am i an independent girl? How long do i need to take to adapt to a situation without my dear and my family? I don't know, cant get an answer at all. But for this moment, i know i don't hope to leave with them.

I can still remember when i was young, i hoped i can grow up quickly then leave this home and looking my world outside the world, but now only i realize how important a family to me..i need them always..they lend me their shoulder everytimes when i need it..they will console me, indicate me a correct way. Truthly thanks to my family and also my dear~love you all and heart you..muacks^^

Confused~

2010-04-25T01:22:00.006+08:00

I just attended a birthday party at Weng Harng's house. What so weird is this is actually not harng's birthday but is his brother's birthday, and i got invited too! Haha..dun care la, just treat it as a gathering la since i have been long time didn't meet with all my buddies already. But it was fun and thanks for harng's serve ya..^^

We chatted a lot there and so do the future plan. Haih..seem that everyone has cleared with their plan but how about me? I am not sure, i got a plan but don't know whether will it be the way i will follow at last. Damn it..i am fully regret actually because i didn't study well during the whole form 5 year, so form 6 for me is quite tough since my basic is so weak. But what to do?? I have no other choices, once time passed already, you will never get it back. So i promised and i swear, i must do my best start from now!

Once you got a bad result and you are poor, this will be a problem for you to further study. It is truth and i am facing this problem right now. I know i must continue with my study since my study mood still very strong with me. But i do sure that the percentage for me to enter local university without spending money is low. Second, let say if i choose to study private, i afraid that i need to retake a foundation course. I wish i wont go back to foundation life, i want to continue with my degree course!!

So..what i must do now is working hard and earn money to study. I am not sure when i will resign the job, maybe on June, September or December. I can't make any desicion now since i still have to wait for the goverment letter. But i will look for a day to go to the Utar and ask in details about the course, fee and also the enroll date. If they accept me to go straight for the degree course, i think i will enroll on January of 2011 and hopefully i can get it. This is the plan which i can study straight to degree course and earn money along this 7 months from now until end of the year. One more thing i am sure is i can't apply the loan for my degree course. So the money i earn now will be using on the first semester of course and i will work harder to get loan on the second semester and onward. ~JiaYi Gambateh~

Recently i am trying to improve my general knowledge. I want to step near to this world. Sometimes i really don't understand why am i improving from now?? It should be started early right? Haih..i have already wasted a lot of time, i hope i can chase back the time i have lost. If i got another chances again, i sure will do my best, won't let myself regret anymore. But for now, i know i cant, so i should be optimist! As i realized where did i do wrong, i must re-correct it!

God~i know i am wrong, i wish i could get another chances from you. I swear...i will do the best!!
Hope i can get what i desired~

My Recent Life~

2010-04-16T22:45:00.004+08:00

I had been long time dint update my blog already and the reason will always be busying.
Recently i am busying with my work.
I got a work last month and probably with work until end of may if i am not mistaken.
God..i truthly hope i can go back to my study life..I love studying!!
I am currently working as a admin clerk actually but i don't know why do i need to do all supervisor's stuff..confused~
But anyway, i think i have already adapted in such a situation where i need to sun under the hot sun hot everyday.
I tell myself, just treat it as a experience and must pass through all this challenging.
I am actually quite believe a quote * God promise us a better life, but He doesn't say it gonna be easy *..!!
Time by time, i know i can be a mature and positive thinker.
No one can look down at me, i will let you guys know 'JiaYi always Boleh'..!
For now, i always keep my faith for everything...I must do the best! I don't want to make myself regret at future!

But how is my home life?
What i can say is i am getting along with happiness.
Don't you guys feel it..once you gone out work already, you can really get the meaning of home.
* Home Sweet Home *..home is the best place for me to rest, i can feel the caring from everyone at home and i love this feeling.
Since the day i start working, i can communicate well with my parents and i don't quarrel with them anymore..muacks..happy^^

How is my love journey?
I believe that love do not come easily, so once it has already come, we must appreciate the moment always.
I know love journey sometimes will face with hitch, but if you love them, you won't let them go easily.
Just as me..i love my dear and i am sure he loves me too.
I trust him always that already enough, don't try to think of others.
Love is a simple feeling with you can't really describe it..it is abstract but sweet.
I am going to China soon at 15th of October..!
I am so so so excited which cant describe from words..
I hope to see my dear soon and i miss him always!
Truthly hope we will have our wonderful and sweet moment there~ I love you!

Photo Gallery~

2010-03-05T01:39:00.017+08:00

Genting Trip~22/2/2010 & 23/2/2010

Feeling lost

2010-03-05T00:54:00.011+08:00

Guys..sorry for being disappear for a long time.
This is because i am busying like hell recently.
Bunch of stuff happened once together and are waiting me to settle it down.
For just a one week time, happy and sad things come toward me together.
What should i feel glad is i have been to genting with my dear and my family and of cos i have also been to sabah with my classmates too.
Sad to say that my dear has gone back to beijing at 26/2/2010 where i cant send him to airport just because i went to sabah at 24/2/2010.
It was a very sad thing for me since i have to leave my dear earlier and i couldnt see him again in a long time after i come back from sabah.
You guys wont know how much tears i have dropped in the waiting room of airport, inside the flight and reached at tune hotel.
I miss my dear so much which it wont be reduced but increased time by time.
Anyway, i hope my dear can attempt back to his life soon and hope everything can go well to him..i love you~muacks!
Secondly, my stpm result already released on 25l2l2010 where it was the second day for my sabah trip.
I dont have much thing can say with my result because it was damn sucks man...
I sad and i cried but what i want to tell myself is i have already tried the best and i shouldnt get any regretion.
So, what i can do is just accept and do the best again next time.
But actually i dont really sleep well and i dont have appetite to eat also.
I am annoying now for the application to enter local university.
Although i have applied and sent it, but i scare i cant get what i desired.
I have totally lost my direction now which dont know what else can do.
I dont hope to come out work so early because i am actually a girl that like to study.
God..please do give me some luck because as everybody know, i was born in a poor family which i cant get any financial support from my parents.
Since i was young, i need to work to gain extra pocket money.
So, me and all of my sibling are definitely consider an independent children if compare with other children la..lolx..!
Hope everyone can bless me..thanks~
Well, let change the topic and come to sabah trip.
This was the second time i gone to sabah but with different people.
To conclude, this sabah trip is consider enjoy and memorable for me.
I learned fishing and snorkeling there.
I am here want to take this opportunity thanks to Rachel who taught me snorkel..heart you ya..!!
Then, i have also noticed how good are my friend in this trip.
In short, sabah is a unforgettable trip and i hope to go there again.
You guys dont even think sabah is a ulu state but actually there have many beautiful island and rainforest.
If you guys like natural, you guys sure like sabah..hehe^^

Happy Chinese New Year 2010

2010-02-21T00:45:00.014+08:00

Time is flying and we are going to say goodbye to Chinese New Year 2010 soon.
Today is the days 8 of new year and i am passing my new year with simple and happy!
Haha..nothing much can describe the celebration for this year because we just have a simple celebration like usual.
But actually to be honest, as every members in family can stay together, i am already satisfy with it.
This year the first day of new year is crashing the valentine day and i am glad because i got to celebrate new year and valentine day together with my dear and my lovely family.
Maybe for others couple, they hope to celebrate valentine by 'two people world', but for me, it is a good tried also to celebrate with family sekali gus!
Haha..and at last i found that i was quite enjoying..lolx..!!
Along this new year, i have gone to many relatives house to 'bai nian'.
And i did get a lot angpau.
But one thing i feel very weird is why chinese new year is all about gambling?
Lolx..i saw most of people gambling in this new year and so do i..haha..but my luck quite good, because i won some, not that much la..hehe!
Second, my mom's birthday sat on days 5 of new year and all of us held a simple and memorable celebration for her which at my 'dai bak' house..!!
A lot of meals have prepared and eaten by us..really happy and i am sure my mom did feel it..!!
Mama..Happy Birthday to you ya..I love you~

hehe~this is the birthday cake we bought together for our lovely mama!

my lovely papa and mama..muacks~

Me and my sweet dear~muacks..love you forever!

This is the first card that i made for my dear as valentine's present..hope you like it..my dear~muacks~ HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!

Guys..I am here wishing you all have a prosperous Chinese New Year. Happy throughout the whole tiger year ya! Haha..Huat ah!!

9/2/2010

2010-02-10T02:35:00.005+08:00

Hello..guys~Today i am going to share two things here!
Haha..the very first good news is my house has got a new leather sofa..lolx..
Omg..nice and beautiful and we bought it purposely for this chinese new year~woohoo
Secondly..my new kakak has come from Cambodia.
Yah~this is a very very good news for me and i am glad, i don't need to wake up so early for those heavy house work lo..wahahaha~cheers
Lolx..my new kakak is now 22 year old and came from Cambodia.
The very first impression for us is good and she likes to smile..haha..!
But what so annoyed us is she doesn't speak malay and weak in english too.
Haiz..it will be very difficult for us to communicate since we hope to talk much to her and get closer to her.
Never mind la..haha..because i have a mission, i want to teach her chinese..yahoo~
I believe that she is a fast learner!
Hope all the good things can come one follow by another..haha..!
A new tiger year, will it be a very good year for all of us?
Just bless, wait and see..lolx..!
~bye~

Broga Hill~

2010-02-10T01:50:00.009+08:00

7/2/2010
Today was a very windy day and i woke up in the early of the morning at 5am. Haha..to be honest, this was the first time for me to wake up so early after i graduated from secondary school. Well, i woke up so early today was because i went to climbing with my dear, my brother and two of my dear's friends. Thanks hulk (my dear's friend) who sent us to Broga. Lolx..after well prepared with water and torchlight, we started to climb. Omg..it was so dark because the sun haven't yet come out to meet with us but i found that a lot of people have started to climb. Haha..seems that most of the Malaysian have got a very healthier life style. Huh~not bad not bad..!! Hehe..lets back to the topic. Since i less with exercise along the year 2009, i found that it was quite difficult for me to climb. But to complete the mission, i know i must be tough. Nothing in this world come easy, so to success, we must be tough to overcome all the hardship just as LOVE and LIFE. I used to be a st. john member in school and now i wanted to get back my fit fit body. I must believe to myself..i can do it..i can see the bright and wonderful journey right after the hardship~ JiaYi~Gambateh!! Yeah..finally i got to reach the summit by about one hour time. It was a good starting and i hope to challenge it again by a shorter time! Well..what i thought was really success and i felt glad once i saw the sunrise and view with my beloved~ It was so nice and i got to thumb up my finger! It was worth for me to climb up the hill..excellent~Here..i want to take this opportunity to thank my dear who has accompanied me along the long and hard journey, without you i am sure i cant be tough to challenge it..Thanks~muacks..I LOVE YOU~Dear
I truthly hope that our love story will last till forover. I swear i will stand beside you and pass through all the hardship with you, and hope you too~ May God bless us...

Outing~

2010-01-30T13:47:00.008+08:00

28/1/2010
Haha..it was a wonderful thursday! After done my housework, i went out sing k with my dear. Lolx..this was not the first time we went out singing k but we go everytimes when my dear come back to Malaysia..hehe! You know why? Because both of us like to sing...wahahaha..althought we know that we dont really have a nice voice and sing nicely! We enjoyed singing and had alot of fun~
Here are some photo that we took during that day..

After sing k, we went to jusco market to buy some home stuff and then we went back home.
At night, my dear came to my house again and we did somethings very childish? Haha..guess what is that? Lolx..both of us play shooting game together..so lame~

This was again another day we stayed together which was a simple and sweet day for us..
I love you~my dear...muackz...

Recently~

2010-01-25T23:38:00.006+08:00

20 Jan 2010
This was the day my dear yang yang came back from beijing and i was the one who drove to airport alone just to fetch my dear~haha..see, i was so terror..!! Lolx...! But what have made me sad is the delayed of the flight..ashh. I waited for my dear in car for 1 hour long o..but never mind la..it was worth as i can be the first one who see and hug my dear..haha! After that dear straight away came to my house for dinner and bath. Dear~thanks again for the mushroom that u bought for us from beijing ya..heart you..muacks!

21 Jan 2010
Today, as usual my dear has spent out some time to accompany me. After dinner, we hang out to jusco. We bought something to Yee Hong (my paino teacher) as present because she is going to get married on this coming 30/1 o..congrats her and hope that she can stay sweet sweet with her husband..! Beside the present that we got for Yee Hong, my dear also bought a long jeans there. Then we went for a drink at mewah club. We enjoyed the drink and the view..sweet..muacks..love you~

22 Jan 2010
This was the day we hang out again. We at first went to cheras maxis center to settle our things. Then we had a tea at Leisure Mall. Next..we reversed back to jusco for a movie. Haha..we watched a ghost movie which produced from Thailand. Omg..i don't know how can i describe the movie..hmm..a bit boring also! Lolx..but it wasn't too scary for me. Hehe..or maybe my dear was sitting beside me, and i knew he was trying to talk something very funny to reduce my scared. Muacks~thanks dear..Then, we went for our dinner!

23 Jan 2010
Erm..for today, nothing much happen and i did not go to anywhere also. This was because i got to work from 2.30pm to 6pm. But as usual, my dear was staying beside me and we went for a short discussion to discuss the journey to sabah at my friend's house. After that..we went for dinner and then we went back home. Haha..we had a small birthday celebration for Kelvin (my brother's friend) at my home. We met alot of old friend and ate cake together. To conclude..it was a happy day for me too!

24 Jan 2010
A normal day for me but i felt so happy because my dear accompanied me a whole night. We went out working together. It was a raining night..whether quite cold but i got warm from you~muacks..love you my dear~

This is the short brief to show what i have done recently..sad..cause i stil din't take any photo with my dear~Promised..2molo onward must take everyday even though at home..wahahaha~

Vacation~

2010-01-12T13:07:00.014+08:00

090110-100110 I went to malacca with my best buddies~ Grace, Ellie and Bee Voon..! It was a very tired day for all of us since we walked alot on that day...haha...but i believed that we really enjoyed the trip! This was the 1st trip that we have gone together, alot of memories and moment to share and spend together. We did took alot of photo..lolx..which included some funny posts!! I felt that you guys were too cute you know? I appreciate the moment and i felt that i was lucky to know all of you. Hehe..very cold right? But it was what i felt..lolx..!! By the way, i want to thank to my darling ellie oh..hehe^^! Thanks for being our's tour guide and brought us to alot of place. You know? I am missing the asam laksa that located at jonker street. Woohoo~it is the most tasty asam laksa that i have been eat and i believed that it is too the most delicious asam laksa in this world..haha~Hope that we still have chances to go there again ya..! This 2 days 1 night trip was the best trip..haha..we had alot of fun, ate alot of food and shop alot of place~excited^^..Along the day, we have eatan satay babi, chicken rice, mango ice, asam laksa and many others.Yahoo~nice man..kekeke~
But hor..i thing i found very sad is we got sunburn le..so pity! And i found that i became darker again..Everytime i go to malacca sure get darker le..sad=.= !
Here i want to post the photo take we took lo..dun laugh ya!!

Omg..by looking at the photo, i found that i have gained alot of weight recently! Haiyo..i want to do more exercise la..i want to be slim and leng leng la..haha..gambateh~
And one more thing to share..lolx..i have found a job and start working lo..is tutor..yeah^^

怀念~

2010-01-06T15:47:00.005+08:00

最近的我心情经常起伏不定，很多时候想想一下东西，也会不尽的掉下眼泪。
当中含有开心的眼泪，不开心的眼泪。
我承认我是很脆弱，每当遇到挫折时都很想哭，希望身旁有个你能时常给我依靠。
新的一年了，但感觉上我还是那么得不成熟，烦恼也好像越来越多乐，真得很烦~
往往的我都在想，如果能回到过去快乐的童年，那该有多好啊！
但我知道，时间一去是不回头的，唯有希望明天会更好吧！
上天把我带到来这世上，我相信它总会给我一个角色，一定会有个故事是为我而写的。
或许是时间还没到吧，它还要考验我，使我变得更坚强！
家伊....加油！

还有，电视最近从播 “还珠格格” 哦！哈哈...这是一部很好看的电视剧。
记得以前小时候的我超爱追这部戏的，哈哈！
刚才看看下，看到他们受尽折磨的片刻，我又想掉泪了！
不过还是要提一提那部戏里所有的歌曲，不管是主题曲或是插曲，都很好听哦！
嘻嘻...现在就post上这两首我最爱的歌，希望可以送给我的最爱-世扬！
希望他会好好爱我，永远爱我！
当然，我也把它送给那些正在谈恋爱的朋友，希望你们永远幸福快乐！

雨蝶

愛到心破碎也別去怪誰
只因為相遇太美
就算流乾淚
傷到底心成灰也無所為
我破繭成蝶
願和你雙飛
最怕你會一去不回
雖然愛過我
給過我
想過我就是安慰
我向你飛
雨溫柔的墜
像你的擁抱把我包圍
我向你飛
多遠都不累
雖然旅途中有過痛和淚
我向你追
風溫柔的吹
只要你無怨
我也無悔
愛是那麼美
我心陶醉
被愛的感覺

不能和你分手

当山峰没有棱角的时候
当河水不再流
当时间停住日夜不分
当天地万物化为虚有
我还是不能和你分手
不能和你分手
你的温柔是我今生最大的守候
让我们红尘作伴活的潇潇洒洒
让我们策马奔腾共享人世繁华
让我们对酒当歌唱出心中喜悦
让我们轰轰烈烈把握青春年华

当太阳不再上升的时候
当地球不再转动
当春夏秋冬不再变化
当花草树木全不凋残
我还是不能和你分散
不能和你分散
你的笑容是我今生最大的眷恋

让我们红尘作伴活的潇潇洒洒
让我们策马奔腾共享人世繁华
让我们对酒当歌唱出心中喜悦
让我们轰轰烈烈把握青春年华
当山峰没有棱角的时候
当河水不再流
当时间停住日夜不分
当天地万物化为虚有
当山峰没有棱角的时候
当山峰没有棱角的时候

2/1/2010

2010-01-03T01:01:00.005+08:00

Hehe..today was again a tired day for me. I went out to play badminton again with my buddies o! But this time only have me, grace and bee voon. Lolx..why ellie dint join us? Haha...because she very bad lo, she left us aside and gone to malacca already with her parents. Anyway, we still enjoy well and happy...^^Grace is the one who fetched me there and we started playing at sharp of 2pm until 4pm! In the process, we did talk alots of 'fei hua' and we are planning to go malacca together too..i am so excited and hopefully it will success. Haha...i desire to go with you all le..muacks!! After the badminton, we went straight to old town to had our drink o..Wahaha~after sports, i really feel that i was like lighter bit already..haha..i want it again!! I want to keep fit!! I love you~my darling...lolx..! I appreciate the time we stay together and have fun together. You are my forever best buddies...friendship forever ya~muacks!

At last..i want to send my deeply love to my dear. Muacks~i love you, can you feel that?
I truthly hope that i can stand together with you in the heavy snowing foreign region~

-END-

阿哲- 爱与不爱

2010-01-01T15:18:00.008+08:00

哈哈...最近的我超爱听这首歌叻！很棒，很好听哦！
Post 上来让大家分享吧！
P/S 注意歌词....

阿哲爱与不爱

悄悄站在门外，
静静望着你发呆，
你闪烁的双眼...
看着一片海笑起来，
从来不对你说明白，
害怕你会被伤害...
也许我不应该，
站在这门外，
所以我们才默默分开...
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛，
我们都无话可说，
你现在的快乐，
不是因为我，
我很难过...
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛，
那就松开我的手，
故事走到最后，
期望你更好过，
请你忘了，
曾经有过...
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛，
我们都无话可说，
你现在的快乐，
不是因为我，
我很难过...
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛，
那就松开我的手，
故事走到最后，
期望你更好过，
请你忘了，
曾经有过

阿哲部落格里的话：

" 凌晨十二点了,我还站在你家门外
或许,我真的不应该
然而,你的快乐
不是我给你的 "

是否大家对这段对白有熟悉感,是我阿哲首次独唱的歌曲『爱与不爱』,这首歌曲也是《高校铁金刚》偶像剧里的插曲,由师兄黄威尔的创作…

『爱与不爱』在myfm播了好几天,非常开心看到大家对这首歌不错的评语

其实这一首歌曲是我在拍攝《高校铁金刚》前錄制的,不过那时制作人Dorren姐姐有说感觉不够。

结果拍摄《高校铁金刚》后，我就向公司要求要再重录这首歌曲,因为我觉得这次会有不同的感觉，希望可以诠译出安哲与小慈两人的感情故事。

在录这首歌的时，我把录音室房的灯全关掉。当时，脑海中完全就只有安哲与小慈的画面,完全投入在内。

不知道自己为何会怎样,可能刚拍完戏,还没抽离安哲这个角色,心中依然感觉到刻骨铭心的爱

这首歌的歌词描述了现实生活中的感情故事…有些人爱得很甜蜜,有些人爱得很痛苦的…
最重要的是珍惜现在你身边的伴侣,不可以轻易放弃 “说好的承诺,就一起实现,做不到就不要许下诺言”

『爱与不爱』送给正在谈恋爱中的朋友们，一定要珍惜身边的伴侣。想谈恋爱的朋友们,记得要加油，不要错过了才后悔。

也许你会说,爱情是场追逐的游戏
爱容易,分容易…
爱越深,伤越深
或许我想说,爱情是场成长的旅程
就像歌词里的一句『故事走到最后希望你更好过请你忘了曾经经有我』
爱不是拥有
只要他快乐

送给你们『爱与不爱』
爱，就在你手中
祝福大家幸福快乐

阿哲

Happy New Year 2010

2010-01-01T01:09:00.014+08:00

Hooray~finally year 2010 has reached and we got to say good bye to year 2009 lo!Happy New Year 2010 to everyone of you ya..lolx..may all your dreams come true in this new new year, good luck and all the best to you all...!!
Haha..i just went back from celebration with grace and bee voon at beach cafe. It was a simple celebration but happy cause i believed that we did enjoy the night. Thanks ya..muacks~
Last year i went to beach cafe for my celebration also with my friends and i found that this year were not as many people as last year but the situation still very fun and enjoyable. There have a lot of games for us to participant and of cause with the firework show at sharp of 12am...haha...!I saw many people bought spray and starting with their 'spray games'...lolx....but we dint because too little friends join us already, and it wasnt fun if we seriously buy it and spray!
Hehe~lets talk about the firework show. It was very nice and as long as 2 minutes ..great!A lot of people took out their camera or phone to record down the firework,so do me, grace and bee voon o..really happy~and we did play the games that provided there. Lolx..seems that my luck not so good la, i cant cant any big bear because i have lost the game but i got a small one...hehe! It is a very cutie squirrel and i have finally present to my sweet darling~grace already! I know she likes all this cutie squirrel and i believed that she will take a good care of him/her..!!
Here are some photo that we took just now....
haha..is me and my darling~grace...
this is bee voon and i...^^
hehe...me and grace with the cutie squirrel!
cutie grace and the squirrel^^
is me with the cutie squirrel..lolx..
hahaha...the cutie squirrel is drink with water~bee voon and grace here..!!

Hope everyone have a happy new year~ It is a new start, new chapter and new beginning for us! Lets forget all the bad things and cherish the good. May god bless you all with good health and great abundance ya~muacks

Genting Highland~

2009-12-22T01:00:00.013+08:00

Guys...i just went back from genting highland! It was a very tired day for me since i waked up at 7.30am and start my vacation with my lovely family and my uncle's whole family. Erm..sound great to hear that i went to genting right? But seriously it was quite boring for me because i am the eldest among my cousin and i needed to take care of them along the day. Hehe...guess why i will say like that right? Haiz..it was because my dad, mom, uncle and aunt wanted to go gambling at casino lo..!! Actually i dun like them to go there. You know why?? Because as for my feeling, if you really want to bring us to have fun there, why are you willing to drop us along there and look for our's own activities? Dont you have the responsibility to take care of us and my cousin?? I dont know why and of cause i dont have my right to argue with them. But anyways..all this have been over and i have done my best as a big sister today! Although it wasnt a very happy day for me but i do enjoy it. Along the day, i have brought the others 8 of them to the cinema to watch a very very nice movie. Haha..guess what is the movie?? Yaya, it is 'AVATAR' !! I am not going to simply describe about the story inside because i want you guys to watch it by urself..lolx...! Trust me, i am sure you wont regret after watching this movie. What i am going to say is the movie is seriously touching my heart and i dropped my tears too!! After that, we had lunch there and of cause i do brought them for a window shopping and playing games. Next, lets talk about the weather and situation there. Huh..it was a damn cold day and i keep on shaking there. The sky is fully covered by mist until i cant clearly see the way. And genting now can say like 'people mountain people sea' since the holidays is still going on and i saw many of them were wearing with a christmas hat. Genting is do decorating with those beautiful christmas tree and it was full with christmas feel..lolx..So i would like to wish you guys have a early merry christmas here lo, hope you guys can have a enjoyable and memorable christmas day!

15/12/2009

2009-12-15T23:57:00.006+08:00

I had a tired day today but again very substantial also. I waked up at 3am just now because i was following my dad to go airport. I have to get familiar with the way so that i can fetch my dear come back from beijing next time..haha..very sweet right? For another reason also i quite grudge for the leaving of my brother although he just go there for about 2 weeks long. He is going there with another 3 of his classmates. After checked in, we have taken a short period of time to have our's breakfast together at oldtown. Dont know why, when i saw my brother stepping near to the departed gate, i was like hope to go with him. Haha~maybe i am to desparate with flight. I hope time can pass faster, I want to go sabah with my dear by aeroplane since this will be the first time we go travelling together by aeroplane..lolx! Then, i was going back to continue with my sweet dream until i have been waked up by my dad to help my mom with the houseworks. With many hands provided, we have finally done all the houseworks at 2pm. Next..it was the time for us to go out again..haha! Today, i have been a driver. I fetched my brother first go to czip lee to buy the books that he is going to use it next year. After that, i also went to capture a passport size photo as what the boss asked me to prepare. Haiz..i was very angry you know why? I dont know the unprofessional photographer has skill or not o,she captured a very bad photo on me..totally bad in quality..sad! Next, my sister has bought kfc to eat in car. All of them really enjoyed the eating but i dint eat because i have promised to myself..i need to keep fit..must keep! So i dint bother them and just driving my car. Next station is my kepong's grandma house! Along the way i drive to kepong, it was a very heavy rain dropping on the sky. But i dont even have a little bit scared because i trust my driving skill o..lolx..It has been long time since i visited my grandma last time. I very appreciate the chance to meet her. We reach there at about 5.15pm and what we have decided was bringing out my grandma to watch movie in cinema and treat her eat. But at last also we dint treat her eat because my aunt asked us to have dinner at her house. We watched storm warrior 2 today. but what i am going to say is the movie very bad...not nice at all compare with storm warrior 1..who havent watched it please dont go and watch,if not i am sure you guys will regret,haha! After the movie, we was going back to kajang and this were the activities that i have done!

14/12/2009

2009-12-15T23:16:00.008+08:00

Haha~i had a very substantial day today. I waked up very earlier because today is my family day! At first, we went to temple to pray pray, after that we just went straight to midvalley as what we have planned before this. Because of end year sales, there can said like very crowded. Haha~but we dint bother about it and started with our's shopping. I am going to start my work as a kindergarden teacher next year, so of cos i have to get some new formal wear before i start working. Thanks god..hopefully i found two dress in jusco which costed very cheap. Wah..it was so worth and i felt happy! After the shopping, we were rushing back to home to get ready for another activity at night. Hehe..guess what is the activity? Lolx..tomorrow is my grandma's 82th birthday, so we were going to celebrate with her together with my relatives. It was a great day and i believed that we really enjoyed it. Anyways, i would like to wish my grandma have a very happy 82 years old birthday, wish her stay healthy and happy always! Next, lets talk about the dishes that i have had tonight. I have only two words can describe which are 'yummy' and 'cheap'..haha! Why i said like that? Because my uncles have ordered 9 dishes and the food are damn nice and costed only rm200++....! Do you all want to know where did i have my dinner? Lolx..the restaurant is called “阿烈海鲜饭店” with air-conditional and located at serdang. If you have chances, i think you guys can go there to have a tried..haha~Wah..i seem like promoting the restaurant to you guys oh, hope that the boss will thank me la..lolx..At last, i will post some photo that i captured just now and i do want to take a chance at here to wish my brother bon vayage because he is going to hong kong on tomorrow's 6.20am flight. Take care there and dont forget my survinior ya..wahahaha~

This is the christmas tree that i captured at nidvalley..looked nice right?hehe..earlier wish you guys have a happy merry christmas la!

This is me and my sister~

This is me and my younger brother~

This photo i captured inside the fitting room and i am wearing with the new dress!

Hooray~STPM finished!

2009-12-11T19:30:00.011+08:00

Hooray~finally stpm has finished! Haha...all the stpm's students, let shout out loudly...'' We have finally got back our freedom..yeah'' !
Yesterday was a very great day for me. 6AS3 has held a gathering right after the last paper and i was so happy because of the attendance of all of you..hehe! We went to jusco greenbox to shout out loudly all our's feeling (sing k). Haha..becuase of the big gang of us, we have got to get a VIP room which is very big enough for us to dance, sing and do whatever there. This is the first time to let me really enjoy the singing. If you ask me why, I think i cant really get the answer. Maybe the exam before this has made me too stressful until i have lost the meaning of life. But anyways, that is not longer important to me already, cause all the stressful life has gone, i must now set another new and wonderful life for myself. Lets start my new journey from today..work hard and be happy everydays..lolx..! Next, i am going to argue something here! We have actually bought a cake to celebrate the end of exam, but do you all know what happened on the cake? The irresponsible sales girl has sold us a cake with moss. It is so terrible, right? But then rachel, zinc yun and xiou shuang them going back to that shop and scold her and finally she exchanged another new cake for us! Huh..how can it be happened? To be a salesman or girl, we arent must be honest to the customers de meh? Haiz...
Here are some picture that i captured yesterday....

This is the cake that irresponsible girl exchanged to us at the end...

This is yi ping and may yen..haha...thanks for coming!

Here are weng harng, xiou shuang and zinc yun...

Haha..this is poh yen and may yen! The poh yen are so called susan boyle by weng harng. Do you all know why? Lolx..because me, weng harng and rachel are said to have a louder voice when we are singing, but we are totally lose on that day. 3 of us's voices cant even compare with poh yen since she can shout louder that 3 of us...haha....she doesnt prefer singing,what she prefer is shouting only...lolx....

This is me and the princess kai ning.....

The only couple in my class...hehe...stay sweet ya!

She is wan ping..a very graceful and quiet girl in my class...

Haha..yesterday's gathering has made me realised alots of things...especially when i saw wan ping, may yen, choi yen and poh yen them singing. They have been my classmates for about 2 years long, and this is the first time i heard them singing...great!^^

Finally...i want to send my deepest thank you to yen lee to teach me the ways to make the thing...

Dear~hope that you like it ya...i love you!

Shopping~

2009-12-09T17:26:00.008+08:00

Haha..i have finished another paper again..hooray! I quite jealous with those art stream's student since they have finished the exam already, but never mind la, i am going to finish soon on tomorrow..wahahaha!
Lets report what i did yesterday bah! Hehe...yesterday was a very happy day for me cause i got to go shopping with my lovely family. I have been long time din go out shopping just because of the stupid exam. Haha..really happy man to spend my time with my family. We went for a movie together at Time Square where the movie called 'Jump'. I believe that everyone know what the movie is right? Lolx..it was a very nice and funny movie and we laughed until non-stop like a crazy people there..wahahaha~ Between, inside the movie have a short speech where it is so meaningful for me.
“ 放弃是很简单的；要有勇气勇敢地坚持下去才算困难！
Ya..you are right. To be success, we must always be brave to challange those the difficulities. Dun even give up your dreams ya guys!
Then ofcos we also went for shopping after that. Wah..because of holidays, i saw many people there, 'people mountain people sea' is the best word to describe the situation already and somemore with the end year sales! I saw many beautiful dress there with a very cheap price but i sad because some of them was not fit me and at the end my sister bought it for herself...sad..i want to keep fit..must keep! Haha~next my siblings all went for a fish spa there where cost only rm5. And ofcos i rejected to do it because i scare those fishes. Here are some photo that i taken yesterday...

Haha~this are their legs..so many fishes man!
This is my sister~fey!
This is me where i forced by my brother to have a tried on it.
Wah...feel so itchy!
This one i took while waiting for them at the fish spa shop!

At 8pm sharp, we leave the place and went for our's dinner at serdang. Hehe..i feel so hungry on that time and kept on eating until forgot to take some yummy food's picture to share with you guys here already! Anyways...yesterday was a happy and stressless day for me.

Excited~

2009-12-07T16:10:00.005+08:00

Haha.. i just came back from exam oh and this is the time for me to blogging again..
Erm..i just sat for my biology paper 1 just now. It wasnt very tough for me and hopefully i can answer it..haha~Hope i can get a A in biology paper la! Seriously, i have my confidence only on biology and pengajian am. I duno why? Are maths and chemistry paper really very tough? Or just because i dont like the subjects? Anyways,i dun wan to care about it more as i will satisfy with my result if i can get A on biology and pangajian am. The next paper where i am going to sit is pengajian am paper 1 on the coming wednesday. Haha...i must work very hard on it. May god bless me ya, give me all the good luck! Besides that, i feel extremely happy to hear that 6AS3 is going to gather together after our's last paper on thursday. Haha..i believe that all of you will attend, right? It will be a very happy day for me, i cant wait to be on that day already! I love you guys...
Secondly, i am going to wish my brother who is going to hong kong to attend the student transfer course for 2 weeks long can have his happy life there! All the best to you there and ofcos you cant forget my survinior ya...haha^^He is going on next tuesday, and i will be missing on him along this 14 days! Take a good care of urself there ya..
Guys..i would like to stop my post for today here because i need to prepare myself from going out to have dinner with my lovely family. Bye~

5/12/2009

2009-12-06T00:17:00.005+08:00

Hehe...what am i going to post today leh?
Haha...although i was insomnia yesterday,but i do can wake up early today to settle up my things. I have finally done the thing that i promised to my dear, and i was very happy! Erm..today was not a special day for me. As usual i was staying at home and studying. To be honest, i din read much today since i havent got back my study mood. On the others hand, i feel great because my dear has forgiven me. I swear to my dear now, wont hurt you again. I love u~Next..i have a small story to share with you guys here where i get in on the radio this afternoon.

“ 有一天，螃蟹爸爸说：“孩子，你为什么要向横走路呢?” 螃蟹孩子回答到：“是因为爸爸你也向横走路啊！我一出世，大开眼睛第一个看的就是你，所以就学你咯！” 后来，螃蟹爸爸才知道原来每个人的胸前和背后都各存有一个袋子。胸前的袋子是装着不好的东西；而背后的那个袋子才是好的。其实这个故事很简单，我们常常向往很容易可以看得见的前方学习，其实我们真正应该学的是每人背后不容易察觉的好东西。虽然背后总是很难被人发觉，但其实它存在的意义真的很高！”

Haha..so how was the story? Meaningful right? Actually we used to jealous those who see they are very success, but do we know how much have they scrified before they got success in their life? We must always learn form them at the back so that we can success once a day! Success is needing with patience, there do not have any short cut on it! Such a meaningful story has made me realized that be patience is very important. Work hard + patience= success !!!
Gambateh to you guys~let create our's wonderful and sucess life from now!

5/12/2009

2009-12-05T02:31:00.000+08:00

Guys...i am insomnia again! I just had a small arguement with my dear~
Actually I know what is my problem, i do not sincerity on you. I always made you disappointed since i cant do what you hope me to do or what i have promised on you. I feel guilty and sorry to you! Maybe you are right, i cant really get the meaning of true love. As you said a true love must be expended, but only you are expending much and i dont! I dont know what can i do to show my love on you...sorry...This isnt the first time i disappoint you and i got nothing to say also except sorry! I know you have lost your confidence on me, but i do wan to make a last promise to you, i wil try my best to change this bad attitude, i wil try my best to put more 'heart' on you and your mom..ok? Please forgive me~today onward i need to be more concern on everyone that around me and love me...i wan to be your qualified girlfriend. Please do give me some times and chances! I love you~i am willing to scarify anything for you by action and not by mouth. I am not sure how long it takes, but please trust me again, i will try my best and best! Thanks for everythings that you have done for me, i can feel your love and sincerity. Actually i used to show my love on you by mouth, but what i can say is that really what i think, i love you...i really really love you deep! Maybe you cant feel it but i know this isnt your problem, i am stupid and noob, i dont know how can i show my love on you! Maybe this is again an excuse for you, but give me some times, i wil show you my love! I LOVE YOU~DEAR

4/12/2009

2009-12-04T18:47:00.000+08:00

Hey guys..I have been long time din upload my blog,hope u guys still remember me ya..hehe!

Recently i feel like quite confusing,because too many things are waiting me to settle up. I still left with 3 paper in stpm and i am going to finish it in next week!You know, i am feeling like bit happy but i do feel bit scared. Erm..what life am i going to have after this heavy exam? Seriously i am now looking for a job that suitable for me, but it seems that reality isnt wat i thaught..i scare, reali scare that i cant find it since i have to continue my life without poket money for 6 months long! Somemore, i am going to sabah with my dear on next year, do i really have enough money to spend?I duno...!!but anyways,i dun hope to think it now..what i hope is i can settle up with my exam 1st! I am aiming biology and pengajian am for A, i dun hope the result wil disappoint me, so i am really working hard now! I have lost my confidence on chemistry and maths because the paper are really really very tough..i dun hope i cant get a good result on it,just pray to the GOD, hope i can pass it! haiz...it seems like a new journey is waiting for me..no wander what happen, i have promised to myself to have a better life, really hope that i can get it!

Next, i am going to talk about my dear who is studying in china right now! I am missing on him very much and i know that he do missing on me!Hope my dear can have his wonderful life there and may GOD allow me to meet him soon. I love him forever~dear...take a good care there ya! love u..muacks

ღ 何谓爱（分享）ღ

2008-04-30T04:36:00.000+08:00

你们可能相爱过，
你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，发生了什么事，
为了什么原因你们没能在一起？

也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没得在一起。
也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。
也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。

在你心中，有这样的一个人吗？

也许你们彼此在抓摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。
不过即使你们没在一起，你们还是保持了朋友的关系。
但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。
即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手走街，
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

心中知道~矛盾行为
他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，
心里却不是很清楚，你是不是真的希望他追到。
他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能帮助他，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。
男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，
但你心中会有多么一丝的不确定。
每个人这辈子，心中都有过这么一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。

只好当着特别的朋友~
一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。
你宁愿做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。
特别是这样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。
做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？

迟迟不肯踏出一步~
很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，
最后连朋友都当不成了，常常觉得惋惜，
可惜一些本来很好的友情，最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，
如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，
这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

变成可惜，变成遗憾~
因为这就像是一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，
要不就连朋友都当不成了。
有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，
你们还可以是朋友，但却不如从前的好。
也是可惜，也是遗憾！
但还有没有可能是另一种情况，
你可能永远不甘心只是朋友.......?

♥大家好，我回来咯♥

2008-04-29T21:15:00.000+08:00

哈咯，好久没上来了哦！
大家有没有很想念我啊？哈哈...应该有吧，对吗？（自恋）哈哈哈
嗯，最近的我说忙不忙，说得空也不会很得空哦！
不过就是懒懒的，所以比较少上来咯。
嘻嘻，好开心哦，和老公和好了。
不知干嘛，每次吵架好会后，感情都会大增哦！
为什么呢？因为我们就是那么的深爱着对方哦！（晒命）呵呵呵
真得很爱很爱老公哦，每次多那么的大量原谅了我。
谢谢你，真的谢你那么的爱我。

哇哈哈...昨天和宝贝老公谈了很久很久哦，
大概4个小时哦，夸张吧？不过不是说笑的哦！嘻嘻
我们谈了很多很多哦，有之前的我们，到认识，到相爱哦！
说真的，我们也真的经历过许多许多的事情叻，留下了很多很深刻地回忆哦！
我们说着说着，突然间的我好感动，好想哭哦！
没想到坏坏的我，也会有这样的一个傻瓜会欣赏，谢天谢地哦！
当中，我们也说了些3级东西。哈哈...发觉自己也色色的！哈哈哈
不过，真得谢谢你，老公！~我爱你~

呵呵，那天去剪发来哦！
唉，不知干嘛总觉得很难看哦！
每次剪了过后都有酱的感觉叻！奇怪吧？

这是我哥的朋友帮我剪的哦，
会很难看吗？

哇咔咔..这星期4是一个很重要的日子哦！
什么事呢？嘻嘻..
我即将和我两个死党--〉谊莉和紫琳去到stadium merdeka支持我最爱的偶像哦！
大家猜猜看是谁呢?没错，就是janice哦！
她开演唱会哦，我最爱的偶像....棒棒棒...加油哦！

还有还有，我要开学了哦！
哈哈，好期待叻！我终于可以读书了哦！
之后的生活一定很忙，不过我很喜欢叻！
为我充实的生活...加油加油加油...哈哈
嗯，我打算换科哦，应该回换去商科吧！
呵呵...因为自己没料读理科哦！不过希望大家多多支持我哦！
加油！我会好好努力的，不会让爸妈和爱我的人失望哦！

哇..最近好多开心的事情发生哦！
好久都没试过酱了叻，很兴奋！
上次的英文考试，拿到84.5分哦，全班最高哦！
哈哈哈哈哈哈.....开心开心开心

之后的我还有一连串的事情要做哦，希望顺顺利利！
再见咯！业祝福大家！

✰伤心，失落✰

2008-04-20T16:52:00.000+08:00

19th April 2008

今天是傻瓜老公离开我的第60天。
同时呢，也是我们的大好日子，因为今天是我们的第10个月哦！
说真的，我真得很开心哦，而且昨晚凌晨还和他谈了好久好久。
嗯，说来我也好久没和他通那么久的电话了，所以今天特别兴奋。
在漫长的电话中，我们谈了许多许多。
有还没认识他，到成了朋友，到变成了男女朋友。
说实话，我们的情侣关系真的得来不易，所以我们都很珍惜，
甚至不顾一切地为对方付出。
我真得很高兴可以认识到他，是他把我的人生填满许多色彩，
让我不再孤单与寂寞中生活着。
是他让我感受到爱情真正的味道，是他在我无助时给我依靠，安慰我，
真的真得很谢他。

刚才，刚刚和哥哥吵了一场大架，
搞到整个人很不开心，很失落。我哭了，真的哭了。
我无法抵挡着眼泪一滴一滴的从我眼眶中滑落，因为我真得很痛心，很痛心。
他骂我，说我是个废材，没有贡献，每天在家只会吃，睡，玩乐。
其实这一切一切我都知道是我的错，但就是还要的在为自己找借口。
我开始接受和了解自己了。
说真的，我是个只会说，不会做的人。
而且，一时的我会死要脸，怕事，怕苦的。
凡事都爱依赖别人，靠别人来帮助自己，从不曾为自己努力过。
我懂，这一切一切我都懂，也很想改，可是就是改不掉。
或许，你们会认为我又在为自己找借口了，可是我真的有试过，真的。

也因为这件事，我和最亲爱的他吵架了。
我承认，这又是我的错。
我没第一时间告诉你事情的发生，让你担心了。
我懂我很粗心，对不起。
不过请你相信我，我并不是不想告诉你，只是我真的担心很多。
我担心电话费很贵，担心和你说后不知会不会和以前那样吵架，更不知要怎样告诉你。
我告诉xxx也是个巧合而已。
可能你会觉得我想太多，但是我每次伤心，低落时，不知道为什么他总会找我。
我并没有意要告诉他，只是巧合，巧合。
他那时也不开心，说着说着，我就把一切事情告诉他了。
老公，我没有，真的没有说你很小气，更懂你不会。

我没怪你生气我，我懂你气我，恨我，也是应该的。
就连我自己也很恨我自己，甚至无法原谅我自己，所以我更没理由要你原谅我。
对不起！除了这3个字，我没有什么好说，毕竟我又伤害了你。
不祈求你会原谅我，不过也真得很谢谢你为我做的一切。我爱你！
不管以后会怎样，我希望你会过得很好噢！
对不起，是我错了。

♥爱情 (分享)♥

2008-04-18T11:50:00.000+08:00

什么是爱？
只要你愿意相信爱情，
幸福就会永驻心中。
不困过程是热情拥抱或擦肩而过，
结局是白头相守或只能放手，
能全心全意去爱一个人，
就拥有了全世界最大的幸福。

有些感情的事，船过水无痕，真的没有什么。
有些呢？也许，它什么也没有发生，
却比发生过什么，更令人游动。

失去，也是一种肯定。
就算拥有的时光，是那么短暂，
能够无怨无悔地为一个人付出，
就是幸福。

爱的极限是什么？爱的极限是--天空。
当你伸手要触摸它时，觉得摇不可及；
唯有不停的继续仰望，
才会发现它离你愈来愈接近。

会哭得天使，有欢笑，也有泪水。
懂得悲哀与同情，也知道喜悦与感恩。
她付出给别人的，
永远比自己所能得到的多很多。
这就是爱！

我找到了爱，那你呢？
用心去体会，爱就在你身旁。

This Mix is designed by yulee

♥sweet love (分享)♥

2008-04-17T15:42:00.000+08:00

哈哈，这就是我和傻瓜老公拍的照片哦！很甜吧？
呵呵，大家看了后要多多祝福我们哦！也希望大家有个甜甜蜜蜜的爱情咯！
^^

世杨老公，我爱你哦!
永远爱你哦！muacks..

呵呵，这是我宝贝老公设计给我的哦！好开心叻！
也好爱好爱他哦！
老公，谢谢你为我做的一切一切哦！

I LOVE U FOREVER!

☆16th April 2008 ☆

2008-04-17T14:55:00.000+08:00

嗨，又和大家见面了。
嗯，今天的我同样的睡到1.30pm哦！
起床后就边吃午餐边看戏。
哈哈，今天午餐吃nasi lemak叻！
说起来，我也好久没吃了哦，所以今天吃时，感觉特别好吃的。
之后，我就一直在煲带哦！今天煲的港剧叫《古灵精探》哦！哈哈，好好看叻！
大概煲到5.30pm，我终于看完整套戏了哦！厉害把？呵呵...
真得很开心哦！为什么呢？哈哈，因为我也很爱看戏的哦！

今天，天下了一场很大的雨哦，好冷好冷。
这时的我，又想起老公了。如果这时候的他可以出现在我眼前，
抱着我，我想我一定很温暖，而且很幸福哦！
唉，可是这终是个梦，他身在北京，没可能会出现在我眼前的，所以我也该清醒了。
不过，我真的好想好想他哦！今天是他离开我的第58天了。
如果我永远都能活在梦中，那该有多好啊？!
老公，这时候的你在干什么啊？是不是也在想我了呢？
我的心就好像外面的天一样，暗暗的哦，也开始下起雨了，你知道吗？

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过后，我就冲了个凉。哇，顿时的我感觉好清新哦！好喜欢这种感觉。
之后，我就吃晚餐哦！
今天的晚餐也很丰富哦，有大葱煎蛋，samba羊角豆和败斩鸡哦！
哈哈，全部都是我爱吃的，好好吃哦！
然后休息了一下，就出去补习了。
呵呵，今天帅哥老师教了很多东西哦！
今天的我还是一样的爱和他顶嘴，不过我相信他不会介意的。
嘻嘻，所谓不闹就没得笑嘛，大家一起听听书，闹一闹，感觉也很不错的哦！
所以，我这“小丑”才不会白做哦！哇哈哈哈....
生活也许简单，但很快乐哦！只要笑一笑，没什么事情大不了的！

This Mix is designed by meinmein
哎，不过拜五有考试哦，真得有点怕怕叻！
老师还傻傻的指定要我拿85分以上哦！
哇，压力好大啊！不过我还是相信我能做得到哦！
嘻嘻，只要有恒心，没有什么事情可以难倒我的哦！
家伊....加油加油，你是行的！哈哈哈哈哈....

☆15th April 2008☆

2008-04-16T14:04:00.000+08:00

哈咯，大家好噢！
今天的我和昨天一样睡到1:30pm才起床叻！很懒睡吧？哈哈！
嗯，起床后就吃了包我最爱的泰式鸡饭哦！哇，真的好好吃啊！
不是每个地方都吃得到的哦！
过后的我就和一个老友——曼怡通信息聊天哦！
哇，说来我们俩也有好几个月没联络了哦！
嗯，很想念她哦，也好怀念以前和她一起闹的日子。
在信息中得知她也会去读我要读的那科--心理学--哦！
哈哈，看来狮子座的人很投缘叻！
而且她还是去我的那间dream college读哦！（Help University）
说实话，那间学校超贵的叻，所以现在的我还没有能力进去读哦！
不过，你等我哦,2年后的我回来找你！嘻嘻！

朋友，我们友谊永固哦！

过后的我，也翻了翻这间学校的读刊来看看，
不过还是要占时性和它说声再见哦！
然后，我就看戏，听歌，发呆，就快闷傻了。
顿时后的我又在想念傻瓜老公了哦！
不知他现在的他在干什么呢？有没有想我呢？
唉，我超想念他哦！好爱他哦！
今天是他离开我的第57天叻，不知不觉又要2个月了。
现在的我也习惯了没有他在身边的日子，不过心里头还是很想他哦！

之后，我就冲凉，吃饭去了哦！
呵呵，今天妈妈堡粥哦，是我最爱吃的“公鱼翅”粥哦！
每当吃这粥时，我都会想到5年前的事哦！
那时的我遇到意外，脚断了，留了1个星期的医院哦！
当时，我妈妈每天都会给我送来这种香喷喷的粥哦，所以我特别爱吃。
然后大概8点左右，我就和家人出去咯！
我们去到sg long的夜市逛哦！
哇，哪里好热闹，卖很都吃的东西哦！
爱吃的我也买了一盒sushi吃哦，所以现在可是超饱的了！
回家后的我，就一直坐在电脑前，上网，到现在哦！
今天的我，心情算是3/5哦！哈哈！

This Mix is designed by hellokitty79

☆14th April 2008☆

2008-04-15T12:26:00.000+08:00

今天的我睡到很迟才起床，大概整整一点半左右哦！哈哈，没错，我是个很爱睡的小猪哦！
嗯，一起床便接到傻瓜老公的电话，他告诉我说这个月的电话费很贵，
要我从今天起不要打给他或寄信息给他哦！
哇哈哈，告诉你们吧，我这个月的电话费大概rm500多块哦！
说真的，我听了后也吓了一跳，不过我也答应以后都不打给他了哦！
唉，其实分隔两地的我们的心情，又有谁会知道呢？
今天是他离开我的第56天哦，心里头除了满满的想念，也装不下其他东西了。
只想告诉在远方的他，我真的好想念好想念你哦！

好想见到你，然后紧紧地抱着你哦！
开始忘了拥抱的感觉了，真的好想找回那种感觉哦！

傻瓜，我爱你哦！
嗯，过后的我也无所事事的，
吃了妈妈大人为我准备好的午餐后，我就一直在上网，听歌。
心想，如果家里缺少了电脑，我会不会闷死呢？
说老实一句，哈哈，我可是很怕闷的哦！
一当闷闷的我，头脑就好像傻傻那样，会乱乱想些不好的东西的。
嘻嘻，大家也觉得奇怪吧？不过我就是这样的哦！傻傻的，呵呵！

大概5点多左右我便冲凉，吃饭，和平时没什么两样的。
真的超无聊哦！
希望明天的我会不一样哦！
再会...^^hahahaha

This Mix is designed by lilkitty

♥我爱你♥

2008-04-15T07:09:00.000+08:00

原来谈恋爱，也是要经过练习的！
敏感又缺乏自信，
并不代表就要在爱情里缺席。
因为你的热情，慢慢的，
我找到的爱人的方式，
很开心喜欢上你，
因为，
这也让我更爱我自己！
我爱你，傻瓜老公！

This Mix is designed by lophe7panda

♥天亮 ( 分享)♥

2008-04-15T06:17:00.000+08:00

14th April 2008

那些看着面包哭的人，一定是选择了现实的幸福，
当他们拥有了面包时，却发现它只是一般的面包，于是失望了。
因为他们忘记了梦想，所以只剩下悲哀。
那些选择了虚幻的幸福的人，以为自己手里握着面包，
可是却发现什么都没有。
他们忘了现实，于是也只剩下悲哀。

有一天，鱼和飞鸟相遇了。
在一次偶然的机会下，飞过的鸟刚好和鱼擦肩而过。
鱼对鸟说：“你带着我飞翔吧... ...”
飞鸟答说：“天空很高，你不害怕吗？”
鱼说：“我不害怕！”
飞鸟在湖水上盘旋，对鱼说：“鱼要怎样飞呢？”
鱼说：“你带着我飞吧。”

金鱼想要去北极找北极熊。这是一个怎样的故事？
来自两个不同世界的金鱼和北极熊之间，是一个怎样的故事？
他们之间横渡的是半个地球的距离，含括了生命可以承受的重量。
是怎样的安排让金鱼和北极熊相见，然后演变成今天的等待？

♥我的故事♥

2008-04-14T00:44:00.000+08:00

14th April 2008

很开心，今天的我终于可以在空中和你们分享我这笨蛋的心情日记哦！
我叫家伊哦，请大家多多指教。
嗯，我是个思想简单的小小女生，希望可以有个快快乐乐，无忧无虑的生活。
更渴望拥有一个简简单单，甜甜蜜蜜的爱情故事哦！
说实话，我有一个很爱我，很疼我的好好男友哦！
不过现在的他身在北京读书哦！
今天是他离开我的第56天叻！真的好想念好念他哦！不知他在那儿过得好不好呢？
希望他会过得好好噢，还有一定要想我哦！
虽然我们分隔两地，但我们的心还是心连心的粘在一起的，永不分离哦！
哈哈，除此以外，本小姐是个很爱蓝天白云，绿色草地的女生哦！
希望世上一切一切的事物都是简简单单的，不想有任何的烦恼啊！

上帝创造天地万物，做了7天的时间。
它将最美丽的事物，都放在世人的面前。
所以，人生在世，无论你经历过什么，
只要懂得珍惜，一切都会是美好的！

朋友...珍惜现在...希望在未来哦！加油...!

谢谢观看！

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