Hooray~STPM finished!

Hooray~finally stpm has finished! Haha...all the stpm's students, let shout out loudly...'' We have finally got back our freedom..yeah'' !
Yesterday was a very great day for me. 6AS3 has held a gathering right after the last paper and i was so happy because of the attendance of all of you..hehe! We went to jusco greenbox to shout out loudly all our's feeling (sing k). Haha..becuase of the big gang of us, we have got to get a VIP room which is very big enough for us to dance, sing and do whatever there. This is the first time to let me really enjoy the singing. If you ask me why, I think i cant really get the answer. Maybe the exam before this has made me too stressful until i have lost the meaning of life. But anyways, that is not longer important to me already, cause all the stressful life has gone, i must now set another new and wonderful life for myself. Lets start my new journey from today..work hard and be happy everydays..lolx..! Next, i am going to argue something here! We have actually bought a cake to celebrate the end of exam, but do you all know what happened on the cake? The irresponsible sales girl has sold us a cake with moss. It is so terrible, right? But then rachel, zinc yun and xiou shuang them going back to that shop and scold her and finally she exchanged another new cake for us! Huh..how can it be happened? To be a salesman or girl, we arent must be honest to the customers de meh? Haiz...
Here are some picture that i captured yesterday....

This is the cake that irresponsible girl exchanged to us at the end...

This is yi ping and may yen..haha...thanks for coming!

Here are weng harng, xiou shuang and zinc yun...

Haha..this is poh yen and may yen! The poh yen are so called susan boyle by weng harng. Do you all know why? Lolx..because me, weng harng and rachel are said to have a louder voice when we are singing, but we are totally lose on that day. 3 of us's voices cant even compare with poh yen since she can shout louder that 3 of us...haha....she doesnt prefer singing,what she prefer is shouting only...lolx....

This is me and the princess kai ning.....

The only couple in my class...hehe...stay sweet ya!

She is wan ping..a very graceful and quiet girl in my class...

Haha..yesterday's gathering has made me realised alots of things...especially when i saw wan ping, may yen, choi yen and poh yen them singing. They have been my classmates for about 2 years long, and this is the first time i heard them singing...great!^^

Finally...i want to send my deepest thank you to yen lee to teach me the ways to make the thing...

Dear~hope that you like it ya...i love you!

Shopping~

Haha..i have finished another paper again..hooray! I quite jealous with those art stream's student since they have finished the exam already, but never mind la, i am going to finish soon on tomorrow..wahahaha!
Lets report what i did yesterday bah! Hehe...yesterday was a very happy day for me cause i got to go shopping with my lovely family. I have been long time din go out shopping just because of the stupid exam. Haha..really happy man to spend my time with my family. We went for a movie together at Time Square where the movie called 'Jump'. I believe that everyone know what the movie is right? Lolx..it was a very nice and funny movie and we laughed until non-stop like a crazy people there..wahahaha~ Between, inside the movie have a short speech where it is so meaningful for me.
“ 放弃是很简单的；要有勇气勇敢地坚持下去才算困难！
Ya..you are right. To be success, we must always be brave to challange those the difficulities. Dun even give up your dreams ya guys!
Then ofcos we also went for shopping after that. Wah..because of holidays, i saw many people there, 'people mountain people sea' is the best word to describe the situation already and somemore with the end year sales! I saw many beautiful dress there with a very cheap price but i sad because some of them was not fit me and at the end my sister bought it for herself...sad..i want to keep fit..must keep! Haha~next my siblings all went for a fish spa there where cost only rm5. And ofcos i rejected to do it because i scare those fishes. Here are some photo that i taken yesterday...

Haha~this are their legs..so many fishes man!
This is my sister~fey!
This is me where i forced by my brother to have a tried on it.
Wah...feel so itchy!
This one i took while waiting for them at the fish spa shop!

At 8pm sharp, we leave the place and went for our's dinner at serdang. Hehe..i feel so hungry on that time and kept on eating until forgot to take some yummy food's picture to share with you guys here already! Anyways...yesterday was a happy and stressless day for me.

Excited~

Haha.. i just came back from exam oh and this is the time for me to blogging again..
Erm..i just sat for my biology paper 1 just now. It wasnt very tough for me and hopefully i can answer it..haha~Hope i can get a A in biology paper la! Seriously, i have my confidence only on biology and pengajian am. I duno why? Are maths and chemistry paper really very tough? Or just because i dont like the subjects? Anyways,i dun wan to care about it more as i will satisfy with my result if i can get A on biology and pangajian am. The next paper where i am going to sit is pengajian am paper 1 on the coming wednesday. Haha...i must work very hard on it. May god bless me ya, give me all the good luck! Besides that, i feel extremely happy to hear that 6AS3 is going to gather together after our's last paper on thursday. Haha..i believe that all of you will attend, right? It will be a very happy day for me, i cant wait to be on that day already! I love you guys...
Secondly, i am going to wish my brother who is going to hong kong to attend the student transfer course for 2 weeks long can have his happy life there! All the best to you there and ofcos you cant forget my survinior ya...haha^^He is going on next tuesday, and i will be missing on him along this 14 days! Take a good care of urself there ya..
Guys..i would like to stop my post for today here because i need to prepare myself from going out to have dinner with my lovely family. Bye~

5/12/2009

Hehe...what am i going to post today leh?
Haha...although i was insomnia yesterday,but i do can wake up early today to settle up my things. I have finally done the thing that i promised to my dear, and i was very happy! Erm..today was not a special day for me. As usual i was staying at home and studying. To be honest, i din read much today since i havent got back my study mood. On the others hand, i feel great because my dear has forgiven me. I swear to my dear now, wont hurt you again. I love u~Next..i have a small story to share with you guys here where i get in on the radio this afternoon.

“ 有一天，螃蟹爸爸说：“孩子，你为什么要向横走路呢?” 螃蟹孩子回答到：“是因为爸爸你也向横走路啊！我一出世，大开眼睛第一个看的就是你，所以就学你咯！” 后来， 螃蟹爸爸才知道原来每个人的胸前和背后都各存有一个袋子。胸前的袋子是装着不好的东西；而背后的那个袋子才是好的。其实这个故事很简单，我们常常向往很容易可以看得见的前方学习，其实我们真正应该学的是每人背后不容易察觉的好东西。虽然背后总是很难被人发觉，但其实它存在的意义真的很高！”

Haha..so how was the story? Meaningful right? Actually we used to jealous those who see they are very success, but do we know how much have they scrified before they got success in their life? We must always learn form them at the back so that we can success once a day! Success is needing with patience, there do not have any short cut on it! Such a meaningful story has made me realized that be patience is very important. Work hard + patience= success !!!
Gambateh to you guys~let create our's wonderful and sucess life from now!

5/12/2009

Guys...i am insomnia again! I just had a small arguement with my dear~
Actually I know what is my problem, i do not sincerity on you. I always made you disappointed since i cant do what you hope me to do or what i have promised on you. I feel guilty and sorry to you! Maybe you are right, i cant really get the meaning of true love. As you said a true love must be expended, but only you are expending much and i dont! I dont know what can i do to show my love on you...sorry...This isnt the first time i disappoint you and i got nothing to say also except sorry! I know you have lost your confidence on me, but i do wan to make a last promise to you, i wil try my best to change this bad attitude, i wil try my best to put more 'heart' on you and your mom..ok? Please forgive me~today onward i need to be more concern on everyone that around me and love me...i wan to be your qualified girlfriend. Please do give me some times and chances! I love you~i am willing to scarify anything for you by action and not by mouth. I am not sure how long it takes, but please trust me again, i will try my best and best! Thanks for everythings that you have done for me, i can feel your love and sincerity. Actually i used to show my love on you by mouth, but what i can say is that really what i think, i love you...i really really love you deep! Maybe you cant feel it but i know this isnt your problem, i am stupid and noob, i dont know how can i show my love on you! Maybe this is again an excuse for you, but give me some times, i wil show you my love! I LOVE YOU~DEAR

4/12/2009

Hey guys..I have been long time din upload my blog,hope u guys still remember me ya..hehe!

Recently i feel like quite confusing,because too many things are waiting me to settle up. I still left with 3 paper in stpm and i am going to finish it in next week!You know, i am feeling like bit happy but i do feel bit scared. Erm..what life am i going to have after this heavy exam? Seriously i am now looking for a job that suitable for me, but it seems that reality isnt wat i thaught..i scare, reali scare that i cant find it since i have to continue my life without poket money for 6 months long! Somemore, i am going to sabah with my dear on next year, do i really have enough money to spend?I duno...!!but anyways,i dun hope to think it now..what i hope is i can settle up with my exam 1st! I am aiming biology and pengajian am for A, i dun hope the result wil disappoint me, so i am really working hard now! I have lost my confidence on chemistry and maths because the paper are really really very tough..i dun hope i cant get a good result on it,just pray to the GOD, hope i can pass it! haiz...it seems like a new journey is waiting for me..no wander what happen, i have promised to myself to have a better life, really hope that i can get it!

Next, i am going to talk about my dear who is studying in china right now! I am missing on him very much and i know that he do missing on me!Hope my dear can have his wonderful life there and may GOD allow me to meet him soon. I love him forever~dear...take a good care there ya! love u..muacks

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你们可能相爱过，
你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，发生了什么事，
为了什么原因你们没能在一起？

也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没得在一起。
也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。
也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。

在你心中，有这样的一个人吗？

也许你们彼此在抓摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。
不过即使你们没在一起，你们还是保持了朋友的关系。
但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。
即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手走街，
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

心中知道~矛盾行为
他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，
心里却不是很清楚，你是不是真的希望他追到。
他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能帮助他，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。
男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，
但你心中会有多么一丝的不确定。
每个人这辈子，心中都有过这么一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。

只好当着特别的朋友~
一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。
你宁愿做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。
特别是这样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。
做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？

迟迟不肯踏出一步~
很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，
最后连朋友都当不成了，常常觉得惋惜，
可惜一些本来很好的友情，最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，
如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，
这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

变成可惜，变成遗憾~
因为这就像是一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，
要不就连朋友都当不成了。
有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，
你们还可以是朋友，但却不如从前的好。
也是可惜，也是遗憾！
但还有没有可能是另一种情况，
你可能永远不甘心只是朋友.......?