Huhh..how long have i neglected this blog? I don't really remember also.
Haiz..what to do?? A lot of things happen recently, and mostly the bad things to me.
God..how much tears you want me to drop?
Yes..UPU result have released and i got nothing!!! What's a bad and sad news for me??
I am sad..I cried..! Sometimes i really feel that i am so so so useless, i made everyone that support me all the time disappointed! Sorry..dad..sorry mom..sorry everyone!
What can i do the next? Yes..i am actually well prepared to accept this fact, but once i hear my friend talking about their on coming future local life, don't know why i am sad, disappointed!!
I hate myself..why i cant get what i want always??
God..why are you always joking with me? Anythings that i have done wrongly? Someone can tell me? Guide me?
Last night, i went for a gathering. I met all my form 6's friends, they are talking their preparation for uni life, some planning to have a body checkup, apply ptptn and etc..!!
And me? Haiz..!! Anyways..thanks all my friend who consoled me last night. I will try to be tough..think positively.
I am here wishing all of you a wonderful new journey and all the best, hope we can keep in touch always..bye..my dear friends~
For me..really do not dare to think much, everyday work work work like a machine just to earn money for my course fees..!
God..i am actually tired you know? When can i stop and rest? Where is my luck?? I want to get back my good good luck..!
Haiz..what to do?? A lot of things happen recently, and mostly the bad things to me.
God..how much tears you want me to drop?
Yes..UPU result have released and i got nothing!!! What's a bad and sad news for me??
I am sad..I cried..! Sometimes i really feel that i am so so so useless, i made everyone that support me all the time disappointed! Sorry..dad..sorry mom..sorry everyone!
What can i do the next? Yes..i am actually well prepared to accept this fact, but once i hear my friend talking about their on coming future local life, don't know why i am sad, disappointed!!
I hate myself..why i cant get what i want always??
God..why are you always joking with me? Anythings that i have done wrongly? Someone can tell me? Guide me?
Last night, i went for a gathering. I met all my form 6's friends, they are talking their preparation for uni life, some planning to have a body checkup, apply ptptn and etc..!!
And me? Haiz..!! Anyways..thanks all my friend who consoled me last night. I will try to be tough..think positively.
I am here wishing all of you a wonderful new journey and all the best, hope we can keep in touch always..bye..my dear friends~
For me..really do not dare to think much, everyday work work work like a machine just to earn money for my course fees..!
God..i am actually tired you know? When can i stop and rest? Where is my luck?? I want to get back my good good luck..!
